Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1412 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Go By The Book’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY MINUTES online after Kim leaves tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- At 3:37pm , for my first game of Bejeweled, I lasted 6:51 . Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits for Thursday. XD
- Now @ 3:47pm I’ve played another game lasting 5:20 . That’s today’s quota satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Woo hoo, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call till 6:50am , and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Lol, for some reason, dad didn’t leave for work till 8am but neither did PIG mum come hit me with the eye goo until after he’d come said bye to me, meaning she wouldn’t help me with a tee but that also meant I got to use the point :P again when she started a-THUMPING around upstairs.
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, then I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sat over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
No comments:
Post a Comment