Monday Post 186b

Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Monday nos atands @ 1364 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FOUR MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!!! Righteo, events for today?

-        I used the pot :P once last night and once more around 6:15am, when dearest dad came downstairs to begin his day.

When dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work, I used the pot :P once more, before spending ten minutes starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P again around one hour later when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. When she comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra, I ask her, “How come you’re here so early? It’s only 8:45am, and my only appointment today isn’t till 2pm!” PIG mum asks, “Do you wanna sleep some more?” and when I reply in the affirmative, she lets me be! Only I can smell her toasting piklets outside for breakfast; Eft immediately pines after some. I ask her, “If you’re really that eager, I can call PIG mum now and tell her I’m ready to get up?” but she immediately replies, “No, let’s keep sleeping!

-        Thus I happily returned to sleep, me waking again to use the pot :P once more before PIG mum comes into my room and orders that I get myself mostly independently kitted. That’s fine: I’m seated and can fully concentrate: besides, it’s a relief to just take hold of the sock with Era then put the sock on Elf/Erf directly without having the need to pass the sock through Ela first!\

-        PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces. Then I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Before I can sit, I’ve gotta let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to open fridge doors, hold onto the cartoon of milk, etc. After I sit, I’ve then gotta let her gleefully force poor Ela hold onto each pill bottle but by then, I’m seated and can fully concentrate.

Breakfast is one plain (unbuttered) pikelet with the merest drop of honey, half a small bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD with one plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast I also spend about ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        After breakfast, I quickly pen a belated birthday card to Nana! See, I’d forgotten that postage takes five/six days now and not just three! XD

-        I’m ready to head out grocery shopping with PIG mum after that, but no, instead I haveta let her gleefully FORCE L me to stand and use the bloody Wii Fit for her for like forty minutes; argh, I HATES standing practice! >< *sigh*

-        That all endured, I use the loo once then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        When PIG mum’s finished cooking and summons me over, I walk myself slowly and safely to join her @ the gobbling :P table, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        PIG mum’s cooked yummy spiral pasta with cabonara sauce! Too bad she spoils it by adding mountain loads of wombok. Not to worry, however, me love wombok; I even have a stuffed toy wombat named Wombok! XD Dearest dad arrives home to share lunch with us~ PIG mum spends lunch watching old clips from China’s version of The Voice.

-        Lunch is washed down with one cup of Chinese, and after I take my bowl over to the sink, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo and quickly do a stinky unspeakable.

-         PIG mum tootles me off to Unique Physiotherapy for my weekly torture session with Vincent the physio. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for twenty-five minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm @ least 150 times, holding each for a count of five.

-        Physio today: sat first go, then stood most session. Reaching for Ela, forward lunges left and standing with a narrow base of support. Erf stepping backwards.

-        Afterwards, PIG mum tootled us off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown. We bought sth from Coles then caught the lift upstairs, where I bought a sushi roll for arvo tea from Chopstix.

-        After PIG mum tootled us home, I turned off the alarm, used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme off shoelace tying practice, lemme drink white tea with two sugars, gimme some more soya sauce for my sushi and lemme read for one full hour! But I’m prepared if none of that happens. *sigh*

-        Toms: late morning UQ physio with a new student! Wonder if Kat remembered to find me a ‘hot’ one. XD Is she still in charge of that, I wonder?

-        Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll take me somewhere for half a lunch afterwards! See, u’m only asking for half, not even a full one… *sigh again*

-        Think it’s Dani coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm? It’ll be nice to catch up with her coz she only comes once a fortnight!

-        Then toms night I’ve got small group @ Alan’s place! Hopefully PIG mum’ll gimme back my mobile and I can check which chapters of the BELLS book I should read for toms night but if she won’t, I can just ask him over Facebook tonight; no biggie~

-        Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^