Tuesday Post 186b

Heylo and good afternoon again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2317 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FOUR MINUTES online after Dani leaves @ 6pm!! Righteo, trying again: events for today?

- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad came to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work.

-        More cuddling and snoring for the teddies and I, until PIG mum wakes me with her a-THUMPING around upstairs, and I use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s inside my room, hitting me with the eye gel and helping me extremely slightly with a bra, before leaving me to get myself mostly kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

PIG mum returns to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (I rejoice, coz that means I get my one day per week break I ask for from this task) before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend some time continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast, after I let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to open fridge doors, pour milk, etc. is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with one plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes

finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        When PIG mum’s finished getting herself ready upstairs, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD and she tootles me off to UQ for physio. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for forty-five minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 300 times, holding each for a count of five.

-        Hey, Dani should arrive soon, so fingers crossed I can bbl after she leaves, else toms:

-        Actually, tonight first! Attending small group @ Alan’s~

-        Aunty Deana’s coming to mind me from 10am till 1pm. I’m presuming that means PIG mum and I won’t have the time to buy groceries together first; in that case, maybe expect a pissy plodding total from me?

-        Ela’s got upper limb clinic @ the NAB with the same student that gave me physio today; she shares her name with a famous singer but I’ve already forgotten it. XD

-        Meaning Carol Lockwood’s coming to mind me from 4:30pm till 6:30pm; I look forward to watching twenty-five minutes of Channel Seven’s news with her!

-        Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^