Monday Post 195

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1836 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Having The Right Attitude’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after kim minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

-        Yay, awesome sleep last night! Well, nature did actually call once @ 11:55pm but since the new day hadn’t arrived yet, I quickly used the pot :P once then slept all the way till 7:15am before waking again! XD

-        Ending @ 3:19pm, I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:25. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Monday. XD

After the pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:25am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddle and snore after dearest dad comes to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work, me waking twice more for the pot :p before PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Not sure why we got to sleep in till like 10am today, but hey. I’ll be back in bed for the night before another twelve hours are up. XD

-        PIG mum comes to help me very slightly with a bra (already bitching about my bad posture *sigh*) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

She comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        We made add water and shake pancakes for breakfast! Too bad there’s no maple syrup @ home; PIG mum just added a dot of jam instead. I also enjoyed one mug of white tea with one spoonful of honey.

-        The only downside about breakfast was that first I had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela feed me a banana/mandarin/pear (for some reason, PIG mum won’t tell me which? Whatever) first then after that, the entire pancake. I didn’t really mind, coz I was standing and could fully concentrate.

-        Unfortunately, owing to me having let awful PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela to take down the day’s washing, poor Elf has a sore ankle. Well, the sore ankle results from me letting horrid PIG mum gleefully forcing me to bend to the ground five times to retrieve pegs stupid Ela had dropped. I was hoping that a good night’s sleep would do away with the pain but alas, no. ><

Over breakfast, I happily watched Seven’s morning news (red out by Ann Sanders), also spending ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

After breakfast, I slowly and safely walk myself to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I also lean fully against the side rail and spend some time finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        Once that’s done, PIG mum and I head out to the Runcorn Plaza IGA and buy groceries. PIG mum also bumps into some random church couple from the Canto congregation.

-        Back home, after one quick loo trip, PIG mum makes me one yummy toasted tuna in tomato and onion sandwich for lunch. Think she added one slice of tea too? She makes herself a pancake and we both drink the chrysanthemum water with goji berries.

-        After one more loo trip for one quick tinkle, PIG mum tootles me off to see Vincent the physio for my weekly torture session.

-        Physio today: Four attempts before staying seated then stood most session. Repeated practises @ sitting 'properly'; bimanual task holding book.

-        Afterwards, PIG mum tootles us home; I use the loo once more then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Lisa from CODA rang; Amee’s swapped with her and she’s now my case manager. She was just checking when I had outings.

-        Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice, will lemme drink white tea with two sugars and gimme the opportunity to read TLOTR for one hour again!

-        Toms: late morning UQ physio with Josh.

-        Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll lemme out for half a lunch somewhere, hey. But hopes aren’t up. *sigh*

-        Think Dani’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm; it’s been one fortnight! I’ll never remember: I’m certain I’m six years older than her, but I still can’t remember whether she’s three/six months older than Bear Bear!

-        Then toms night I’m going to Alan’s for small group.

-        Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^