Tuesday Post196b

Heylo again, good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 3312 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-ONE MINUTES online after dinner tonight!!. Anyays, events for today?

-        For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 6:11, I lasted 5:11. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to call it quits for Monday. XD

-        Now @ 6:19pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:48. That’s Monday’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:35am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking use the pot :P once more several minutes before dearest dad comes to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work.

-        Not five minutes elapsed before PIG mum barged into my room, hit me with the eye goo, helped me very slightly with a bra strap then left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Breakfast is only one small bowl of plain porridge, all my usual drugs :p and one full mug of water. I thought I’d get a slice of dry 9no butter) toast with the porridge but mean PIG mum refused coz she said I was going out to eat with Leanne soon. But she already restricted me from having food some other time for that same reason; unfair!!! >< *sigh* over breakfast, I also spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        When uncle Stephen announced his arrival about ten minutes late, I yelled for PIG mum and she let him in.

-        ‘Twas just a typical annual service review: PIG mum talked herself up, disparaged me and signed sth.

-        Uncle Stephen only stayed for around one hour; good, coz @ 10:30am Leanne came to pick me up!

-        After one more loo trip I got into her car and she tootled us off to some café in the city called The Gun Shop for lunch! Originally, she was gonna take me to some place called sth like The jam Pantry, but turns out they’re closed every Monday.

-        When we arrived, Leanne immediately ordered herself a coffee then told me to pick a drink, too. I chose a yummy choc shake; when it came, I was super-impressed coz I could taste it actually had shaved chocolate melted inside!

-        For eats I ordered the closest thing they had to eggs Benedict; it came with one tomato. Leanne ordered herself some hash cakes? Well, they were called sth like that; we traded a lil each and hers was really yummy!

-        Over the meal, we just yapped. Leanne told me about how Cathay Community Association’s only helping their place with housework coz Aunty Diana’s helping uncle Yong with personal care while I told her about my newest funny swearing incident with Sonia. XD

-        During the meal, Leanne ordered herself another coffee and before we left, one more! She’s prolly having a caffeine crash tonight … XD

Cheers,

Em. ^^