Saturday Post 195

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding only 973 steps today (obviously I've not left the house today) and secondly, TWFT topic's "What's Slowing You Down?" Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until dearest dad came downstairs to use the loo, waking me when he closed the sliding door, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After that, the teddies and I cuddled and we had a great snore together; me not waking again for the pot :P until like 9am! After the second pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- At 2:23pm I finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:19. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'm content to call it quits for Saturday. XD
- Besta arrived slightly late today; after she'd given me fifteen more minutes and I was using the pot :p for one more tinkle, I asked her was she slightly late coz she was dropping her daughter off @ her sister's place? No, replied Besta. She'd overslept. XD
- Ending @ 2:47pm, I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:37. Now, lemme just play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I'll be content to call it quits for today. XD
- Now @ 3:01pm i've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:32. That's today's quotas satisfied, so now I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- After she got me kitted, we headed over to the bathroom where I brushed teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted me some toothpaste; Ela enjoyed her once weekly break~
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one more tinkle, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

 - After washing and drying Era, I headed out to the gobbling :p table for breakfast. Apparently we're outta ham and egg? instead, Besta made me one bowl of Weet-Bix porridge, one slice of toast with butter and jam and one big mug of white tea with two sugars.

- Happiness was getting to read for 1.25 hours! Whilst i happily buried my nose in the book, Besta gently massaged Ela gently but very consistently for forty-five minutes.

- At midday, she took me once to the loo then made me one mug of warm Milo. I read for another fifteen minutes till 12:20pm, then tried reaching Aunty Nga, just leaving a message when nobody answered. instead, I happily read for another thirty minutes~

- At 12:55pm, Besta took me once more to the loo and I did a stinky unspeakable. She left me with one whole bowl of fried rice and another mug of white tea with two sugars.

- After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- At 1:45pm, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo and back for two tinkles, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. Fingers crossed she'll lemme off shoelace tying practice, will lemme drink white tea with two sugars and gimme the chance to read for one more hour!

- Toms: just church, nothing special. Actually, the special thing can be that Letter Together's happening toms arvo! Which reminds me: I'd better Google short inspirational quotes that I can write ~ So hopefully bbl tonight, else hoping to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^