Sunday Post 195b

Heylo again! please excuse the first post; i still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 183 steps (obviously, I haven't left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic's Hold On - Help Is On The Way and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's twenty-two but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed FORTY MINUTES online after I get back home from calligraphy class this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:33 I lasted 5:49. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'm content to call it quits until toms. XD
- I used the pot :P once/twice last night and once more around 6:20, before spending the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Oh, last night I also rediscovered the joy of sleeping tummy down! I only slept back down back when I was hospitalised and PIG mum won't lemme roll to the left and sleep coz she says Elf's ankle needs a break but neither will I roll to the right coz I tried doing that once and fell outta bed entirely! ><" XD But if I turn all the way around on the right I can sleep on my tummy! And it's comfortable, too, not like when I have lie on the hard tiled floor for dad when I'm letting him gleefully force me on stupid mat exercises for him!
- The teddies and I cuddle and happily snore for another hour, me waking once more for the pot :p when PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's downstairs helping me not only extremely slightly with a bra strap but a tee also, because dearest dad hasn't left for church yet.
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both laces, because she doesn't wanna be late for the Canto service @ 9am.
- I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

 - Now @ 10:26am I've played another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:38. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I played one noteworthy one that lasted more than nine minutes!

- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Yay, dad cooked ham and eggs to make up for the fact that he didn't yesterday! I enjoyed mine with one dry (unbuttered) slice of toast, all my usual drugs :p and one warm mug of chocolate milk while watching Weekend Sunrise. I also spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

 - After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely online,  rising above the cruel and - cheers,

Em. ^^