Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 626 steps today (although I've been out twice!); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Anger Management (4)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's twenty-seven but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and ONE MINUTE online after we get back home from dinner @ the Cheung's place!!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 14TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! That's the 8th time already this year I've enjoyed one whole consecutive week of awesome sleeps; that's two whole MONTHS worth! :D Nature didn't call all the way until 8:05am (prolly coz dad was out last night and didn't boot me offline till 10pm) and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes until 8:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* - Ending @ 5:10pm was my game of Bejeweled lasting 5:34. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'm content to call it quits for Sunday. XD
-Around that time, dad came to hit me with some eye goo. No point trying to fall back asleep after that, coz Kim was coming @ 8:30am to help me up. She was smart, though, and saved herself from the wrath of the Bear Bum by remembering to gimme fifteen more minutes first. XD
- After Kim came back, she got me kitted and I went over to the bathroom to brush teeth, before sitting over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Now @ 5:39pm I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:34. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix, one slice of plain (no butter) toast with one slice of cheese, all my usual drugs :P and one mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey. Over breakfast, I watched Weekend Sunrise and learnt about the newest UK terror attack, while Kim very gently and sporadically massaged Ela.
- At 10:15am, she tootled me off to church. She was sneaky, though, and ran away before I used the loo. *sigh* Never mind, luckily dad saw me safely seated before leaving~
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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