- I used the pot :P once last night around 2:30am and once again around 6:30am, before spending about ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Ending @ 2:39pm, I've finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:43. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I've already played one noteworthy game that lasted over seven minutes!
- Now @ 3:03pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:42. that's today's quotas satisfied, and now I'll willing hit the sack tonight. XD
- The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking every hour to use the pot :p again until Besta announced her arrival @ 10am. Before she arrived, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After Besta gave me fifteen more minutes, she got me kitted then I went over to brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted out some toothpaste for me.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Toms: dad and I are picking PIG mum up from the airport!!! Then he's taking me back to church for ESS; afterwards, I'm staying behind for pizza lunch and boardgames!
-Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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