Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2374 steps today and secondly, TWFT topic’s “Trust In God’s Goodness’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR online after I eat arvo tea!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:54pm , I lasted 5:36 . Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll be content to call it quits for Thursday. XD
For some reason, nature kept calling last night! XD I’m suspecting it’s got sth to do with the fact that Carol lemme drink one big mug of white tea last night? Nature called once before I fell asleep, twice during the night and once more around 6:20am ! After the morning pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P again when dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work. At that time, I thought PIG mum was being sneaky, not coming to help me very slightly with a bra strap till after dad had left so she wouldn’t haveta help me with a tee too, but turns out she’d overslept! XD
But she still had plenty of time to leave me to get myself mostly independently kitted and to gleefully force poor Ela to hold the toothbrush when I’d gotten myself mostly independently kitted and after she’d helped with Elf’s AFO and both laces. After brushing teeth, I sat over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Out at the gobbling :P table, breakfast was one slice of dry (no butter; not even a dab of jam! For goodness sakes … *sigh*) toast, one small half bowl of porridge, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Now @ 3:30pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:35 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, so now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- After I’d finished breakfast, Kim tootled me off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip! While she drove, I Facebook messaged the Lungs and asked them were they free for lunch together if they’d recovered from their jet lag.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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