- Woo hoo, 15TH awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:50am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Just played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:41. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'm content to call it quits for Monday. XD
- The teddies and I continue our happy snoring together, me waking once more for the pot :p one hour later. Then, another happy hour's worth of cuddling and snoring, with nature calling once more just before Carol arrives promptly @ 10am.
- Now @ 3:08pm i've played a second game of Bejeweled lasting 6:38. That's today's quotas satisfied, so now I'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Dad and Carol lemme have fifteen more minutes before Carol came to help me up. I swung myself over to the pot :P but nothing came out; I realised I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable so returned to bed instead. Then suddenly my monthlies arrive!
- After Carol gets me kitted for today, I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Carol who squirts some toothpaste for me; I'm not sure why kim refuses to?
- Teeth brushed, I ask Carol please for one mug of water then sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I head outside to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with milk, two slices of toast with one slice of cheese stuck inside, all my usual drugs :P and one mug of white tea sweetened with two sugars.
- Breakfast munched up, I watch Nine's morning news while Carol very gently massages Ela for forty minutes, painting her black with white spots today.
- Before she leaves @ midday, I use the loo once more for two tinkles. Carol's back Wednesday arvo; hopefully she'll have fully recovered from her cold!
- I tootle online briefly for myself until dearest dad calls lunch. Walking myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, I rise above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and don't let Him push me over.
- Lunch is some yummy fried rice filled to the brim with boiled little tong vegetable. it's washed down with just one cup of water, after which I use the loo once more for one tinkle and get into the car.
- Dad tootles me off to see Vincent the physio for my weekly torture session. Physio today: sat second/third go, then stood most session, bending countless times to ground for Ela to retrieve object. Also some sideways and backwards walking.
- Afterwards, dad tootles me home. I use the loo once then walk myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. There's not much hope she'll lemme drink another mug of white tea with two sugars, but fingers crossed she'll lemme outta shoelace tying practice and I'll get to read for another happy hour~
- Toms: late morning UQ physio; it's my last with kieran, I think!
- i'm presuming it's Kim coming back to mind me from 4pm till 6pm?
- We've actually got our small group social happening toms night; everyone's having dinner first together then going and playing two/three games of bowling but awful dad won't lemme join for dinner and is only restricting me to just playing one game! >< *sigh* oh, and he also says he's gonna gleefully force me on goodness knows how long of stupid mat exercises for him tonight, so I'm prepared for that. *another sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
- Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. There's not much hope she'll lemme drink another mug of white tea with two sugars, but fingers crossed she'll lemme outta shoelace tying practice and I'll get to read for another happy hour~
- Toms: late morning UQ physio; it's my last with kieran, I think!
- i'm presuming it's Kim coming back to mind me from 4pm till 6pm?
- We've actually got our small group social happening toms night; everyone's having dinner first together then going and playing two/three games of bowling but awful dad won't lemme join for dinner and is only restricting me to just playing one game! >< *sigh* oh, and he also says he's gonna gleefully force me on goodness knows how long of stupid mat exercises for him tonight, so I'm prepared for that. *another sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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