Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Friday! Em’s
potential final, final plodding total for Friday now stands @ 4667. Anyways,
potential final, final events for today?
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I used the pot :P once around
2:45am last night and once again around 6:45am, before immediately returning to
sleep coz I wanted to wake again and use the pot :P once more when dearest dad
came to kiss me bye one hour later!
Success~ After dad’s left for work, I spend ten minutes
beginning a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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After that, the teddies and I cuddled
and snored, me waking every hour until PIG mum appeared to hit me with the eye
goo and helping me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to
get myself mostly independently kitted @ like 10:30am! That’s an even bigger
sleep-in than my normal weekly Saturday one; you can bet Daddy Bear’s very
pleased with me~ XD
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At 6:01pm , I’ve played one game of Bejeweled lasting exactly
five minutes. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven
minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
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After I got myself mostly kitted,
PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her
gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully
against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of
having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ...
*sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He
lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all
only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life
that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I’m
still owed THIRTY-TWO MINUTES online!!! *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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