Good afternoon! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday stands @ only 534 (obviously, I still haven’t left the house yet) but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed SEVEN MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6:30pm ! Righteo, continuing last night’s events?
- At 11:58am , I finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 8:09 . Promise I won’t play again till toms. XD
- Dad ordered me to pour myself a cup of water to wash dinner down with, then got pissed when I came back to sit down and drink it? Well, whatever~
- After dinner, I walked myself slowly and safely online for like five more minutes, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him pushing me over.
- When PIG mum said ‘twas time to get going, I walked myself once slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely to the car, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- PIG mum tootled me off to Dr. Lee’s house; kudos to her who didn’t overshoot his place this time! She followed me up the stairs and I crashed on the couch, while she gave Dr. Lee her hairy melon seedlings.
- I was the only female present last night!! We did some Bible study from like Hebrews chapter four/five but I can’t remember which coz my stupid foot was throbbing again. >< Besides, I was jealous that the others were snacking on choc-coated nuts. >
- Alan dropped me home afterwards; I used the loo once more for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, again and always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Thanks to PIG mum who lemme quickly do the Lumosity games once each before booting me off to bed; zzz`
Today: yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:30am , and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:40am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :P once again and kiss dearest dad goodbye when he leaves for work @ 7:45am .
- More cuddling and snoring for the teddies and I, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum starts a-STOMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
PIG mum returns to help me with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Lol, I see some Weet-Bix porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast shredded into it and a teatowel waiting beside the bowl … fearing PIG mum was gonna gleefully force poor Ela to feed me breakfast I took advantage of the phone ringing and mother yapping to quickly wolf down all the breakfast before she comes back. XD I also drink one full mug of water, pop all my usual drugs and drink one mouthful of milk, while using a final ten minutes and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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