Saturday, October 21, 2017

Sunday Post 212



Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 3227 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Learning to Lead (2)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s just four. Anyways, events for today?
-         For my first game of Bejeweled finishing @ 2:04pm, I lasted exactly six minutes. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
-         Now, ending @ 2:13pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:49. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 5:25am 9don’t you just love how early the sun rises now? ^^) and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 5:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-         Happiness was then sleeping all the way until PIG mum began a-STMPING around upstairs before nature called again! I did actually when dearest dad came downstairs @ 5:45am to  begin his day, but he’s heaps more considerate than PIG mum who goes a-STOMPING everywhere; dad walks silently and the only reason I knew he’d come downstairs to start the day was because dad kicked his slipper!
-         After PIG mum hit me with the eye goo and helped me not only very slightly with a bra strap but a tee because dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet, I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself mostly independently kitted.
-         PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela).
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
-         After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was some porridge with some of PIG mum’s yummy first attempt @ garlic bread thrown in, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude! Pity also that PIG mum wouldn’t turn the television on for me even though I wanted to watch Weekend Sunrise; even worse, she refused to walk behind me and keep me safe from falling when I offered to walk over and turn the television on myself! Fine, breakfast was spent in silence then. PIG mum must understand by now that I always value safety over creature comforts; maybe I didn’t get to watch any news this morning but @ least I didn’t fall. *sigh*
-          After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely to the 4WD, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-         PIG mum tootled us off to church. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; she also wouldn’t lemme turn the music on, because she’s ‘too busy preparing her heart to worship God’ whatever that means. No biggie; I just spent the short trip telling God how despite I’d be singing worship songs to Him during service later, I wouldn’t mean a single word of what I sang, also how I mourned that He was the only way to heaven and eternal life, coz oh, how I’d love to practice apostasy and ditch Him, finding some other god to follow and worship that actually DID gimme a hope, life and future, which God PROMISES to in the Bible but so obviously hasn’t! >< *sigh*
-         At church, I used the loo once myself then entered class. Lol, I was so early, even the TEACHERS hadn’t arrived yet! XD Once I was seated, PIG mum bolted upstairs for the Canto service.
-         Both teachers attended today, but only like eight students. Calvin taught class today.
-         But class ended @ 9:55am, coz the klaxon went off and we had to practise our fire drill evacuation! Thanks to Samuel who walked behind me up the driveway to where some tent with chairs was set up; I was touched when PIG mum came and found me. Ok, I’d asked her to, because seriously, in case of fire, wouldn’t parents try find their children?? XD
-         Aunty Mel and Daph were wearing first aid green vests and manning the tent; when I asked Aunty Mel why the vests were green and not red, she taught me that green’s actually the INTERNATIONAL colour for first aid!
-         Once the fire drill ended, I hiked back downstairs, used the loo once, grabbed some morning tea then sat down., Aunty A wandered over to yap with dearest dad; she was wearing this very colourful pair of leggings!
-         Quite awhile before ESS started, PIG mum ordered me to hike upstairs and take my seat. I understood why, of course: she wanted to bolt off and join all the other church aunties who can’t be bothered attending Bible study either like my dearest dad does for their very ‘informal’ fellowship. Dunno why she calls it that coz they don’t actually do anything Biblical; rather, they just drink coffee and gossip, but hey.
-         Yay, I got to stay seated for worship today again! I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh* During worship, Uncle William knelt down beside me, muttering that Aunty (Calvin’s mum) would help me to the tent when the fire evacuation drill began. I muttered back “Thanks.” Oh, and Josh, today’s chairperson, got points when he said everyone had to leave for the fire drill through the front door; nobody could leave through the side door (where the piano was situated) coz the piano was gonna burst into flames. XD
-         Speaker today was Pastor Chris; his sermon was about the paralysed guy who got healed after thirty-eight years.
-         After more singing, the fire drill commenced! Huge thanks to Aunty Carol who held hands with me; I walked well back to the tent and sat down again. Then my adorable dad came leading Leanne’s grandma to sit beside me1 We had a good chat together~
-         Dad came back to give her a hand in, but Leanne’s granny was super-adorable and insisted on holding my hand! We all walked back inside together, then~
-         When PIG mum returns from her coffee and gossip session with the other church aunties who can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does, I use the loo once more then she tootles us off to lunch @ Maccas with dearest dad @ the Springwood Maccas.
-         Yay for the cheap McFeast deal still being available; irritation was that PIG mum again gave TWO-THIRDS of my chips to dad. >< Never mind, my small chips after Toastmasters are all mine, I’m fairly certain~ And yay for one copy of the Sunday Mail!
-         Originally after lunch PIG mum and I had to buy milk and maybe other groceries, but dearest dad said he’d pick them up after he played baddy with his mates~
-         So PIG mum just tootled us home. I turned the alarm off, used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-         Fingers crossed dearest dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner somewhere tonight, because he’s returning to Hong Kong toms for three weeks!
-         Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? I’ve got an early arvo torture session with Vincent the bloody physio, but unless PIG mum takes me grocery shopping somewhere and we walk every aisle, I don’t see how I’m gonna pass one grand.
-         Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. I keep forgetting whether she said she’d lemme drink white tea with two sugars Monday or Tuesday. But fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice and will lemme read for one hour again! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^

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