Good afternoon! Em’s
new plodding for Saturday now apparently stands @ 1117. Lol, don’t ask me how I
passed 1000 steps today without leaving the house. XD Righteo, continuing
events for today?
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repeat the usual nightly events, zzz~
yay, 5th
consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature did try call twice; once when ‘twas
still pitch black and again just before dawn when sth like a garbage truck (but
not, coz our bins were tipped yesterday) thundered down our road, but both
times I managed to persuade my bladder to lemme fall back asleep again. In the
end, she didn’t call until 7:20am , when PIG mum started a-STOMPING around
upstairs. One pot :P trip for me then, before I spent the ten minutes till
7:30am beginning a mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the
patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
once I’d finished
that, PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and get my footwear on before
leaving for her half day’s work. When she left, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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Now @ 2:25pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled
lasting 5:54 .
That’s yesterday’s quotas cauht up, and today’s quotas satisfied, meaning I’ll
now willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play
again until toms, coz I’ve also played a third game of Bejeweled lasting more
than seven minutes and a fourth lasting just over eight!
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Originally, I’d planned to sleep once more before getting up and
enjoying some extra time online before Besta arrived, but turns out my body was
too excited with the prospect of some extra time online to lemme fall back
asleep. XD So I counted to 500, sang half of my original second-favourite song
slowly, mostly silently but extremely hatefully inside my head, used the pot :p
once more, grabbed my specs then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising
above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting
Him push me over.
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Woo hoo ‘twas only like 9am ; one whole extra hour of happy online
time for me! Time to catch-up on the Bejeweled games I missed yesterday, then~
XD
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When Besta announced her arrival five minutes early, I walked
myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her inside through the
garage, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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While I used the loo for one tinkle, Besta brought my mobile over
so I could Whatsapp both parents and reassure them I was safe~ Then I brushed
teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted me some toothpaste; Ela enjoyed her once
weekly break~
Teeth brushed, I sat
over the loo for one more tinkle, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
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After washing and drying Era, I headed out to the gobbling :p
table for breakfast. Thanks to PIG mum who cooked some ham and eggs, and thanks
to Besta who cooked the bread yummy and added some cheese for me. I also
enjoyed my first mug of white tea with two sugars, and gave the teabag a suck.
XD My main joy, however, was getting to read the Robin Hobb novel from 10:45am till midday ; that’s a whole 1.25hrs! :D A for Besta, she
tidied my room then sat and massaged Ela for forty minutes before going to sleep,
her head pillowed onto her folded arms. Her breathing went heavier but she didn’t
snore, else I would’ve found a whiteboard marker and squiggled all over her
face. XD
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At midday , Besta took me once to the loo for one
tinkle and made me one mug of warm Milo.uddenly, my phone beeped: dad had gone
to meet and have breakfast with PIG mum’s side of the family! He sent me
photos; lol, little Mickey pig’s like the same height as me, now! Thus I knew
not to ring either aunty, coz they were both out with my dearest dad! Instead, I
happily read for another thirty minutes; yay, I’ve already read for 1.75 hours
today!
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Before Besta left, she took me once more to the loo for one tinkle
before leaving me with one whole bowl of fried rice and another mug of white
tea~ I spent lunch eating, drinking and playing Candy Crush. XD
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The instant PIG mum gets home, she starts bitching about my
posture. *sigh* I’m used to it; that’s what parents do, right?
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After lunch, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo and do a
stinky unspeakable. Walking back online, PIG mum continues to bitch @ me.
*sigh*
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today. Doubt she’ll lemme drink white tea
again, but hopefully she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice and I’ll get
the chance to read for one more hour~
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Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh, actually, there’s not one,
but TWO special things! Firstly, toms is the final Bible study class for the
year and secondly, we’re lettering together again! Off to Google three things I
can practise scrawling after I finish this post. XD
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So hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hoping to see everyone @
church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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