Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 4325 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Friendship (2)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s seven. Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:37pm today, I lasted 5:57 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’m content to hit the sack tonight. XD
Yay, 9th awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 5:25am (one of my favourite things about the warmer month’s that the sun rises really early! ^^) and after one pot :P trip, I spend the ten minutes until 5:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now ending @ 2:58pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:08 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- I sleep again, using the pot :P once more about one hour later then a third time one hour later again, when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me not only very slightly with a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hasn’t left yet. Score~ Then she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum comes to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, first I switch the television on, coz I wanna watch Weekend Sunrise!
- Now @ 3:42pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 7:06 . Promise I won’t play again until toms. XD
Breakfast was some Weet-Bix porridge with some of PIG mum’s newly baked bread loaf, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spent ten minutes finishing finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Once PIG mum’s finished getting herself ready, she comes downstairs and I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD.
- Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, she also won’t lemme turn the music on, because she’s ‘preparing her heart to worship God’, whatever that means. No matter; I just spent that short car trip silently telling the cruel and unfaithful God that I wasn’t gonna worship Him and how everyday I mourned there wasn’t any other way into heaven and eteran life coz I’d sure love to try apostasy!
- At church, I used the loo once then joined the first Bible Study class for Term Four! Both teachers attended plus about eight students; Calvin taught today.
- We finished ten minutes early; I chatted with Tina and Jacinta until PIG mum came to get me.
- I used the loo once more, grabbed some morning tea then sat down, talking to some retired aunty who called herself ‘Mm tai’.
- Time for ESS , I hauled myself upstairs and grabbed my usual spot.
- Yay, I got to stay seated for worship again~ I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. ><
- Afterwards, I used the loo once again, then PIG mum tootled me off to lunch with dearest dad @ Maccas. Meaning he’d better take us out for dinner tonight, seeing as I wasn’t allowed to eat out with my church peers this arvo!
- Frustration was PIG mum giving dad 2/3 of my small chips; happiness was getting to read the Sunday Mail~
- Before going home, PIG mum and I bought porridge from the Underwood Marketplace Woolies.
- Back home, I turned off the alarm, used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Fingers crossed dad takes PIG mum and I out for dinner tonight! Also must remember to tape Little Big Shots!
- Toms: early arvo torture session with Vincent the physio. I’m possibly screwed coz my groin’s still hurting from the HOURS of stupid mat work I let PIG mum gleefully force me on during the week. Hopefully we can buy groceries toms morning and I won’t haveta let PIG mum gleefully force me on more damned standing practice for her. ><
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice, will lemme drink white tea with two sugars (she might; it’s Monday!) and lemme read for one full hour again!
- Well, I’ve just about reached the PISSY two hour net time limit PIG mum so gleefully restricts me to; lemme publish this then I’d better start the Lumosity brain games for her. Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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