Saturday Post 229

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 547 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Strengthen Your Faith (2)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FIVE MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:17, I lasted 5:07. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

I used the pot :P once last night around 4am and once more around 6:20am, before spending the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

The teddies and I cuddle and snore for one more hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum hits me with the eye goo before leaving for her half day’s work. After dearest dad has retucked the teddies and I back into bed and promised to stay quiet so that we can snore in peace, before returning to happy snorings with Daddy Bear I spend another ten minutes minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After resuming our happy snorings together, I wake twice more for the pot :P before (I’m supposing) Besta rings fractionally after 10am. I presume it’s Besta ringing saying she’ll be late and since I can hear dad being noisy doing stuff in the garage, I yell for him but he doesn’t hear me.
• But she doesn’t arrive till 10:30am! Turns out she’d locked her keys inside her car and had to walk to her sister’s place and get the spare keys. XD
• Now @ 3:28pm, I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:28. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• I skip my fifteen more minutes, instead asking Besta to please help me get kitted right away coz Saturday’s the only day when I get the chance to read for three whole hours and I don’t wanna miss that!
• We head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts some toothpaste for mel ;ucky Ela has had TWO breaks this week!

After using the loo for one more tinkle (while waiting for Besta’s arrival, I’d already spent ten final minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!) I wash and dry Era then head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast.

• Sweet, dad has left me one whole egg and ham sandwich, meaning I don’t have search the pantry for morning tea. I also enjoy my first mug of white tea with two sugars (giving the teabag a suck XD) then happily read for like seventy minutes. Oh, I finished Insurgent @ 11:15am; thanks to Besta who brought me over Eddings’ novel (Sorceress of Darshiva; 4^th book from the Mallorean series, I think) to continue reading. As for Besta, after she tidied my bedroom she sat and watched the Winter Olympics while gently massaging Ela for forty-five minutes.
• At midday, she takes me to the loo for one tinkle; back seated I ring Aunty Lai and we chat awhile. Thanks to Besta who makes one mug of warm Milo for me.
• I can’t find Aunty Nga afterwards so continue reading. Besta serves me lunch: one full bowl of fried rice with my second (and presumably final mug of white tea with two sugars.
• She leaves @ 1:30pm; I keep munching lunch and reading and have already had my nose buried in a book for two hours; hopefully I can squeeze one more hour of reading in when Kim’s here!
• After lunch, I do a stinky unspeakable before walking myself slowly and safely back online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
• Toms: just church, nothing special. Well, the special thing can be that PIG mum FINALLY FOUND MY BADGE!! :D I can’t wait to wear it toms and show everyone! XD
• So hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^