Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Thursday Post 280b


Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2097 (see? Told you I’d pass 2000! XD). Righteo, potential final, final events for today?

Woo hoo, 11TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:15am, and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes till 7:25am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><

  • Now @ 4:27pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:56. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Five minutes later, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me extremely slightly with not only a bra but a tee too, coz dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet. Then she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). For the second time this week, however, she leaves once Ela’s holding onto the toothbrush, meaning Ela simply releases it and Era squirts toothpaste while it’s just balanced on the countertop, just like how I used to do it before the cruel and unfaithful God so wantonly destroyed my life! Well, correction: back then, I used a manual toothbrush, which I balanced on the cup; since electric toothbrushes are bulkier, I just lay it down on the countertop.
  • After brushing teeth, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily watch Sunrise and also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  • Sheesh, what’s with PIG mum?? She hadn’t poured me any milk, so I walked myself slowly and safely over to the laundry (where the smaller fridge is) and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over and poured myself one full mug of lite milk. Unfortunately, PIG mum chose that time to come back downstairs; she immediately grabbed for my milk! Irritated, I very gently swatted her hand away and she SHOVED me to the ground, took the milk away and hid it! >< For the record, next time I get the chance I’m pouring myself one full mug of milk to make up for it. >< Luckily, I’ve been practising @ the NAB how to pull myself back upright if I’m down on the floor; I did that after PIG mum had stormed back upstairs.

Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I also spend some time leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

  • When Nicole arrives, I come outta the bathroom and surprise! It’s not the Nicole I was expecting! This one’s Irish and wasn’t born till like 1993!
  • She tootles me out to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip; along the way, we each introduce ourselves. She’s been here nearly one year and lives @ New Farm with her boyfriend, who’s a traffic controller.
  • At Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown, joy is discovering Nicole’s fine with holding hands! :D I’m positive I walked well today, with Erf passing Elf every single step~
  • After one loo trip, I grab Matthew Reilly’s ‘The Great Zoo Of China and happily read for about one hour, finishing page 275 @ 9:41am, reaching page 300 @ 10:04am and finishing page 325 @ 10:26am.
  • Reading finished, I updated on Facebook, used the loo once more for one tinkle then started shopping with Nicole.
  • First, we buy groceries @ Woolies before taking the escalator up two levels and buying bread from Sunni Bakery before finishing our shopping @ Coles.
  • Then it’s lunchtime!   
  • We arrive @ Woka Woka before midday; yay, there’s a booth seat available!
  • Haha, the waitress taking our order today knows Canto; I don’t haveta use my pathetic Chinese and mime ‘no cashews’ when ordering my lunch special. XD The only suspicious thing though was that when my lunch arrived, it wasn’t sizzling! Usually it’s very noisy but today it was just silent … still, it tasted awesomebut as usual, I’ve got dreadful timing: just as I’ve stuffed a huge mouthful into my gob, Pastor Grace asks me a question! Only you know it’s rude to talk with your mouth full but also rude to ignore the other person, right? I just give her an exasperated look and gesture around my mouth. Luckily, Pastor Grace immediately understands and merely laughs. “Swallow first,” she instructs me. XD
  • After lunch, Nicole tootles us home; I ring dearest dad, turn off the alarm then head into the bathroom for my nice hot shower –hairwash today. Thanks also to Nicole who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
  • I had one tinkle before Nicole turned the nice hot water off, got dried, got creamed and had another tinkle. Nicole rekitted me, and I had one last tinkle when she was doing Elf’s AFO straps.
  • Back out @ the computer table, I boot up the computer while Nicole goes back to clean the bathroom. Before she leaves, I use the loo once more.
  • When PIG mum announces her safe arrival home, I walk myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her back in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Arvo tea’s half my yummy cheesy sausage bun and one mug  of baked rice tea that Aunty Nga gave PIG mum last time she went back to Hong Kong.
  • Afterwards, I went and did a stinky unspeakable. When dearest dad announced his safe arrival home, I walked myself slowly and safely to the front door and let him in, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. He’s gone swimming now; when I questioned was that safe coz it sounds like a huge storm’s about to explode over our heads, dad reassured me that he’ll be fine, coz the pool’s indoors~
  • Fingers crossed that he’ll take PIG mum and I out for dinner together somewhere tonight, although obviously I’ll get substantially less than what I had for lunch, which was one full meal.
  • Toms: Mariana’s taking me to see Kylie @ Connect2Group! I know both parents for whatever reason totally don’t believe they can help me find paid work but hey, I haven’t given up hope yet! Mariana says she’ll come get me around 9:30am/9:40am, meaning I may not get time to fall back asleep after dearest dad leaves for work, but oh well~ Anyhow, I’m sure PIG mum will wait till he’s gone before coming down into my room, meaning she won’t haveta help me very slightly with a tee. Oh well. *sigh*
  • Even better, Mariana says we can have lunch @ some Maki Korean/Japanese restaurant before she gets me home, yay! Although PIG mum might very well use that as her excuse to not lemme out for dinner with dearest dad this week, hey. *another sigh*
  • Then I can never remember if it’s Aunty Kitty/Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for one hour around 4pm. I always hope it’s Aunty Kitty, coz she’ll walk behind me and keep me safe (unlike Aunty Lucia, who not only won’t walk behind me and keep me safe; she also loves gossipping with PIG mum) but if it’s not, guess I’ll just haveta put up with Aunty Lucia.
  • Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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