Saturday Post 226

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 840 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘The Marriage Covenant (3)’. Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 1:59pm, I lasted 5:50. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, 4^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:10am; when I swung myself over to the pot, it immediately hit me that today marked eleven years since the cruel and unfaithful God had so wantonly destroyed my life with the disabling brain tumour; I muttered “F*ck you, God. Eleven years,” then, back in bed, I spent the ten minutes until 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

After singing myself back to sleep, I woke hourly to relieve myself. After one such trip, I used another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• Now @ 2:59pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:50. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. ZX

Actually, Besta suddenly rang @ 10am, saying that she was late, but that she WAS coming! Cool; I spent a final ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• When Besta arrived and let herself in, she immediately greeted me with “Good morning, Emily! fifteen more minutes?” I use Daddy Bear to nod good morning @ her. “Just five, please I’ll call you when I’m up.” See, I’d already starting counting down my fifteen more minutes after finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel.
• I used the pot :P for one more tinkle and Besta got me kitted, all the while asking me about my New Zealand trip. I told her I’d show her photos on my mobile later!
• Besta and I went over to the bathroom, where I brushed teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted me some toothpaste; Ela enjoyed her once weekly break.
• Teeth brushed, I use the loo for one more tinkle, wash and dry Era then head outside to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Pity, dad’s only left me half a ham and egg sandwich for breakfast, but thanks to Besta who gets me one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) for morning tea, which I actually eat BEFORE breakfast! I also enjoy my first mug of white tea, sweetened with two sugars, also sucking the teabag once. XD
• Yay, despite Besta being late, I still get to read Wonder for one hour! Today I reach pg. 275 @ 11:25am and pg. 300 @ 11:55am.
• At midday, Besta takes me to the loo foe one tinkle. Back @ the gobbling :P table, thanks to Besta who makes me one warm mug of Milo. I read for another quarter-hour then trying ringing Aunties Lai and Nga. Aunty Lai doesn’t answer, and Annie jie jie answers when I ring Aunty Nga’s place. I ask please for Aunty Nga, but laugh when I hear her say to Annie jie jie, “Tell her I’ll ring her back later.”
• Instead, I read for another thirty minutes, reaching pg. 325 @ 12:30pm and pg. 333 @ 12:40pm. Not only that, I finished the book! Besta immediately brought me over the Matthew Reilly book, which I’ll enjoy reading till our next book club next Thursday; I may even finish it!
• At 12:55pm, Besta asked me did I need to use the loo again but I replied I was right to wait till 1:20pm and could she just feed me lunch now? Yup, one big bowl of yummy fried rice! Unfortunately, the tea was black coz she’d used the last of the milk for my Milo, but hey.
• Before leaving, Besta took me once more to the loo and I did a stinky unspeakable. Back @ the computer, I apologised for being down today and explained why; Besta gave me a hug and said, “Cheer up”~
• At 1:45pm, I walked myself slowly and safely once to the loo for two tinkles and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today.
• Toms: just church, nothing special. Actually, the special thing can be Bible study! That actually started last week but I was in NZ; thankfully, Pastor Chris says I’m welcome to join one week late. Hope the teacher’s nice! Bet I’ll be the oldest student there, but hey.
• Braced for a meagre lunch with the parents then a lonely arvo staring @ the computer, so be prepared for another pissy plodding total from me? Unless I can persuade PIG mum to take me to see a movie! There’s two I’m hoping to watch soon!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^