Thursday Post 218

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding  1445 steps today and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Remember Those Who Have Helped You’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR online after Kim leaves from minding me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 3^rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature did try nudging me awake twice last night and demanding that I go, but both times I persuaded her to please lemme fall back asleep again. XD

After one pot :P trip @ 6:20am, I spend the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• At 3:21pm, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:52. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• The teddies and I cuddle and snore for around one more hour; PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstair’s my signal to wake and use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me not only exceedingly slightly with a bra but a tee coz dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P for one more tinkle first.
• Now @ 3:42pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:26. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve also played one more game lasting almost seven and ¼ minutes!

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^