Good afternoon firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding
only 465 steps 9obviously, I’ve not left the house today) and secondly, TWFT
topic’s ‘Seven Seconds (1)’. Anyways, events for today?
- Aw,
pity; my awesome sleep streak ended @
- At
Nature called again around 6:20am ;
after another pot :p trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Now @ 2;53pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5;17. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve also played a third game lasting just over eight minutes and one more lasting over nine!
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more and kiss PIG mum bye when she comes to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for her half day’s work.
- After dearest dad’s retucked the teddies and I back into bed and promised to stay silent, before returning to happy snorings with them I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the
pot :P again around 8:45am and
9:45am. Before Besta arrives @ 10am , I
spend a final ten minutes finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- When Besta arrives, dad enters my room with her. Dad asks me, “Get up now?’ and I’m about to bear bum him with Daddy Bear when smart Besta goes, “No, it’s fifteen more minutes first!” Actually, she comes back thirty/forty seconds too early, but after Daddy Bear wails @ her that she’s too early she wisely withdraws for a lil longer. XD
- After she comes back, I use the pot: P for one more tinkle and tell Besta about my not one, not two, but THREE dreams this week! She gets me kitted and then we head over to the bathroom together where I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once a week break~
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one more tinkle, wash and dry Era then head outside for breakfast.
- Score, dad has left me one whole egg and ham sandwich (not half) for breakfast, meaning I don’t haveta find myself any morning tea. I also enjoy my first mug of white tea, sweetened with two teaspoonfuls of sugar, and give the teabag a suck. XD My main happiness, however, is getting to read Insurgent for 1.5 hours! As for Besta, after she makes my bed, she sits and very gently massages Ela for about forty-five minutes. There’s time for a one hour massage, but Besta gets rather engrossed in watching the Winter Olympics and stops very frequently. XD
- At
- Thanks
to Besta who made me one warm mug of
- After we hung up, I read for another fifteen minutes before Besta took me once more to the loo for two tinkles.
- Before leaving, she left me with one whole bowl of fried rice and another mug of white tea with two sugars (another teabag for sucking. XD). I rang dearest dad to let him know Besta had left, then tucked into my lunch while watching the Winter Olympics!
- Lunch finished, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo and did a stinky unspeakable, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s
coming to mind me from
- Toms: just church, nothing special. I can foresee the parents not letting me out for lunch with other EM people, restricting me to less than one Happy Meal for lunch @ Maccas then spending a lonely arvo staring @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles downstairs from her arvo nap and gleefully forces me to do all these stupid exercises for her just before dearest dad arrives home from baddy, just so she can show off to him how much power she has over me. >< *sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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