Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 280 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'What It Means To Pray For Your Enemy'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Having Job Security (2)' and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Joy In The City'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature calls again around 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon and the milk, opening, pouring and closing the milk lid and putting the milk back into the fridge, breakfast was one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD and the second consecutive day I've had it) very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- PIG mum's home from swimming now; wonder when she'll take me grocery shopping?
- Jacinta's minding me from 2:30pm till 4:30pm; hopefully she ca find my book club novel since book club's this Thursday but I've not finished the book yet!
- Toms:
- Toms: Lena's minding me 10-2. Hopefully PIG mum'll help me up first and then we can buy groceries from Pinelands Coles coz I wanna buy my once-weekly bahn mi from the Pinelands Bakehouse for lunch!
- Looking forward to my most important two hours of the day online~
- May haveta ring CODA this arvo; the roster still says TBA for who's taking me to Toastmasters toms night and I've been put down for a speech!
- Righteo, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^
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