Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1394 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Talk To Your Tears; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Your Harvest's On The Way' fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Knows Our Needs' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just one. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am (when noisy PIG mum went noisily a-THUMPING around upstairs) and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep because I thought she'd get very noisy again twenty minutes later!
- Instead, I fell back into such a deep sleep I didn't wake again until PIG mum let herself into my room @ 7:30am! I quickly used the pot :P again, she helped me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then slowly and safely walk myself out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and after she gets in, tootles us off to church and parks outside the hall. I haul myself up the ramp, use the first cubicle of the normal ladies loo (since the disabled seat's down and PIG mum won't lift the lid for me), wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot for service.
- Yay I got to stay seated for worship today! I sang everything I knew, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Reverend Jacob! His sermon topic was Know Your Identity, Respond To your Calling and Bernard interpreted for him!
- After service ended I used the normal ladies loo myself again, grabbed a little packet of chips and then sat outside the service hall.
- Frustration was when dad wouldn't lemme enjoy lunch out with my peers, even though he ate out Thursday whereas I had to eat @ home after GCCW and PIG mum got her coffee and gossip session with all the other aunties! ><
- Meaning lunch was @ the Rochedale HJ's; dad gave me a Whopper Junior, seven/eight chips and some orange juice.
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Toms: neither Ray nor Aunty Anna's back yet but PIG mum says she'll take me for walkies somewhere.
- Jacinta's minding me from 2:30pm till 4:30pm; fingers crossed I can read the book club novel for one hour!
- Also fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news for the 84TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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