Tuesday Post 439

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2513 steps (ha, I'm just over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Make Satan Know His Defeat'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Having Job Security (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Clothed In  Christ' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIVE MINUTES online after I get home tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

• Grr! I'd just started an awesome sleep streak (four nights) when nature ruined it! >< Doesn't matter; 'twas a sound sleep aside from that~
• Nature called again around 7:35am; after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Around 9am, PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around wakes me for another pot :P trip, and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo  for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
• Breakfast is one bowl of two dry (no honey) Weet-Bix very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. 

  Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

   

• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. 

  There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Lol, Lena announces her arrival when I'm wiping! I yell for mother but when I don't hear any response, call "I'm coming, Lena!", finish pulling up the pants before letting her in, apologising, "Sorry, I was over the loo when you arrived." XD

• Today, Lena took me for a walking circuit around Underwood Park! We passed three/four dogs and ducks/geese were honking everywhere! Lena also took some nice photos for me, and we both reclined on those slopey slatty benches for awhile~

• Our other stop was to Coles to buy ingredients for my cooking with Grace toms/the day after! Peter was standing @ the checkouts today; he told me that he's working till  4pm.

• Back home, I took a nice hot shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Lena who rinsed out my hair for me, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.

• Dried, creamed and rekitted, lunch was my delicious crackling pork salad roll plus one big mug of French earl grey with milk but sadly without any sweetener.

• PIG mum gets home and hurries me to finish eating and pee quickly since I've my next appointment with the psychiatrist @ like 2pm.

• PIG mum's happy since this psychiatrist's only @ Warrigal Square!

• Lol, PIG mum pulled out the tears while she rubbished me in Mandarin (so thankful I don't understand enough Chinese to save my life coz I bet she was dissing me! >< XD) while I just happily spun around and around in the swivel chair. The doctor stopped the Epilim and started me on some new drug called Resperidone? I've Googled it, and it's some anti-psyvhotic ... does she think I'm psychotic?! XD

• Back home, I used the looo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.

• The most important two hours of my day ends @ 5:28pm; I've two minutes to head over to the gobbling :P table and wolf a banana before Mercy takes me to Toastmasters!

• Not just any Toastmasters either: I'm giving a SPEECH about how I met Feist! I've not really given it; just plan to waffle on until the green light appears. XD

• Looking forward to getting some dinner from Maccas; never mind that UnHappy Meals were what I had surely MORE THAN THREE DECADES ago!! *sigh*

• Toms: PIG mum says she'll take me grocery shopping and walkies somewhere before Grace comes and makes a baked pork chop rice with me; hopefully PIG mum'll lemme eat that for lunch!

• Lena's taking me to table tennis afterwards; fingers crossed for cake! XD

• Looking forward to watching the 6pm news for the 82ND time!

• Anyways, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^