Heylo and good evening again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 4654 (sweet I'm even over 4.5 grand; that's even rarer than four grand) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Sanctification' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FOURTEEN MINUTES online after I visit the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the past several days, nature didn't call until 7:35am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pijum, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P shortly after 9am, just before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one tall cup of water then sit over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one piece of toast but without a very thin layer of avocado since dad gobbled all the avocado up. XD I also drink my first big mug of white tea with one squirt of honey and happily read for thirty minutes first up, reaching pg. 400 @ 10:3am..
- After one loo trip, dad tootled me off to church to play table tennis with him! Usually I don't go until like 2pm but today something else has booked the room this arvo, hence why we played in the morning.
- Comingf home, I used the loo for another tinkle and then climbed back into the car coz dad then drove us to Underwood Marketplace for lunch and grocery shopping.
- Lunch was like two mouthfuls of sushi? Dad had brought along a bottle of water.
- Then we bought groceries from Woolies before dad demanded I take everything through the self-serve checkout.
- Back home, I settled down to read for another 2.5 hours, since it's only Saturday that I can spend a blessed three hours reading~ First though, I had to let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to feed me a pear but I didn't really mind since I was seated and could fully concentrate. Besides, she'd completed the task before dearest dad came back inside, meaning PIG mum didn't get the chance to show off how much power she has over me, ha. When I read, I reached pg. 425 @ exactly 2:30pm, reached pg. 444 @ exactly 2:55, reached pg. 450 @ 3:01pm, reached pg. 475 @ 3:21pm, reached pg. 500 @ 3:46, FINISHED THE BOOK @ 4:01, reached pg. 525 @ 4:14pm, the author interview was finished @ 4:21pm and everything was finally finished @ 4:29! Since PIG mum was mean and wouldn't grab a new book for me, I'd grabbed a Kylie Chan novel (Dark Serpent, maybe?) and happily read that until I'd read for the whole three hours~
- Took a nice hot shower after that - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 15% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- I had one tinkle before PIG mum flipped the nice hot water off; after PIG mum dried my back and tge back of the chair for me, I did everything else and she didn't feature again until Elf's AFO straps needed doing up and both laces needed tying.
- After drying the loo seat, I sat for one tinkle, dried inside both ears, stamped both feet dry, washed and dried Era and then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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