Good evening! Firstly, Em's final, final plodding total from last night's actually 3593 (ha, I'm just over 3.5 grand XD); secondly,, joni's devotional topic from last night's 'A Really Big Inheritance'; thirdly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1689 steps (ha, I'm just over 1.5 grand XD); fourthly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Talk To God, Not Just About Him'; fifthly, TWFT topic's 'Having Job Security (4)'; sixthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Exponential Blessings' and seventhly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Eyes To See' but eighthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-SIX MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, just briefly, last night's events first!
- The carer arrived like thirteen minutes late but CODA had already rung and said she was stuck in traffic.
- Unfortunately, arriving late meant the free parking was gone. ><
- More people attended tonight and I made two new Facebook friends! My speech went great, too~
- Got an Unhappy Meal with an orange juice for dinner, got home, repeat the usual nightly events and zzz~
- Today: yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:25am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Then Pijum, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, not waking again till just after 9am, when PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs before waking for the pot :P again!
- Shortly afterwards, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and hit me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is two dry (no honey) Weet-Bix with a very light scattering of Minus :P over the top, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us down the road to the Warrigal Square Woolies where we buy groceries; I also sit @ the pharmacy where people wait for their scripts while PIG mum stocked up on stuff there.
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then sat to munch my lunch of one tuna in tomato and onion toastie with one slice of cheese and one big mug of gree tea from the powder Aunty Nga gave me.
- Today, Gwenda toook me to table tennis. I was playing with Jo when suddenly Tim let out a ROAR! Poor Jo was so frightened she started crying! I called out to Kim and poointed to - bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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