Heylo and good evening again! Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 4278. Righteo, take two: events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:10am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9am I wake for the pot :P again, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-0THUMPING around upstairs. Soon afterwards, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. While doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE me to walk to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one tall tumbler oof water and sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried on egg on one slice of dried (unbuttered) toast, my first mug of delicious white tea with honey, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I happily read the new book club novel for thirty minutes.
- After one more loo trip, I climb into the backseat of dad's 4WD and he tootles us off to Underwood Marketplace.
- PIG mum and I visit Kmart where she buys me two new bras. I'm impressed with how stores now have accessible changeroom with seats and railings!
- After visiting the loo once, for lunch I get one tuna sushi roll and a little bit of sth else that I've since forgotten. XD
- Then I accompany the parents to the Chemist Warehouse @ Sunnybank Plaza and play with my mobile while they get their flu jabs!
- After getting home, I use the loo for one tinkle and then climb back into the car coz dad's taking me to play table tennis with him @ church!
- Again, dad got up me for serving balls softly but I told him Uncle James says it's okay then I served hard @ him anyways lest he get grumpy and PIG mum bit my head off. If I see Uncle James next Wednesday, I must ask him why dad DEMANDS I return EVERY SINGLE BALL down the centre?
- Back home, I used the loo for another tinkle and then sat @ the gobbling :P table to munch my yummy honey chicken sushi roll plus read for another 2.5 hours since it's only Saturdays that I can spend a blessed three hours reading! I finished page seventy-five @ 3:39pm, finished pg. 100 @ exactly 4:15pm, finished pg. 111 @ 4:38pm and reached pg. 125 @ 5:04pm.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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