Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2406 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Liberating Power Of Forgiveness'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be A Disciple Of Jesus' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "God's My Helper" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-FIVE MINUTES online should Uncle Stephen and Aunty really arrive @ 6pm and I'm summoned for dinner immediately!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like yesterday, nature didn't call until 7:35am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Returning to happy snorings with Pearl, nature calls again shortly after 9am, just before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P and Just Wrong :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Not only that: for the first time ever, the HP version of Bejeweled gave me one HOUR of free lives! I happily played the ENTIRE HOUR and have passed three levels!
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of dad's 4WD. The parents also climb in and then dad tootles us off to Rochedale Park for a hike around the lake!
- Yes, I'm aware that I ambulate with a disabled gait post brain-injury but did the parents really haveta GO ON AT ME for not walking as perfectly as they do?? At least I got to take a brief rest on the sunlounge though! Must remind PIG mum to send me the photo~
- After hiking a loop around Rochedale Park dad tootled us home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then sat @ the gobbling :P table to wait for lunch, which was actually flavourless two minute noodles since I don't eat spicy coz the flavour sachet was spicy meaning dad cooked the noodles first and scooped out a small half-bowl before adding the sachet in! That was with lotsa lettuce and washed down with one huge mug of green tea
- Afterwards, I sat on the sofa to watch the Minions DVD that Warren sent me! Turns out it's pirated: I've zero idea which language the subtitles are in (not English XD) and there's no extras! XD Still, <3 the Minions! :D
- Once the movie finished I sat @ the gobblingf :P table and kept playing the HP version of Bejeweled until PIG mum woke from her long arvo nap to feed me one banana, two small round crackers and another huge mug of green tea.
- Took a nice hot shower - I washed and rinsed my hair today. I also sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, I was all done after only 11%, but happily leaned fully against the side rail before tapping the nice hot water off and calling PIG mum back.
- I had one tinkle before I turned the water off; after PIG mum dried my back and the back of the chair for me, I did everything else and she didn't feature again until my bra strap needed doing up, Elf's AFO straps needed sticking and both laces needed tying.
- After drying the loo seat I sat for one tinkle, dried inside both ears, stamped both feet dry and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Toms: Peggy's minding me from 9:30pm till 2pm and taking me to Breathe for physio. We'll just ignore PIG mum for going on @ me for not remembering; having the rugby on helps. XD
- Presumably afterwards we're gonna buy groceries from Pinelands Coles since toms arvo PIG mum's got Tiff coming with some new OT assistant and we're cooking chicken carbnara pasta! I'll have some for arvo tea since I need rice for lunch; wonder if the parents will save me any for Saturday lunch? Fingers crossed!
- Also fingers crossed that I can read the Great Zoo Of China for one hour andwatch the 6pm news for the 91ST time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after dinner, else wishing everyone a smashing end to the week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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