Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 1981 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘It Is Well With My Soul’ and
thirdly, the spam count for the week’s thirty-six but fourthly and way most
importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY-FIVE
MINUTES online after dinner tonight!!! Anyways, events for today?
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Yay, 7th awesome consecutive sleep last
night! That’s like six whole weeks of awesome sleeps this year for me! :o)
Nature didn’t call until 7:20am , and
after one pot :P trip I snuggled Daddy Bear and went straight back into happy
snorings with him, coz during Winter, dearest dad doesn’t leave for work till
like 8:20am .
~ Success, when he left, I used
the pot :p once more before Daddy Bear and I continued our happy snoring
together. About one hour later, nature called once more when PIG mum started
a-THUMPING around upstairs.
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After PIG mum comes inside to hit me with the eye goo
and help me slightly with a bra, I give myself fifteen more minutes then get
myself mostly independently kitted. I also take the chance to sing about ¼ of
my shorter second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out aloud,
coz I realise I won’t get the chance to this arvo.
I’ve forgotten did PIG mum put me on shoelace tying practice
this morning, but after she’d put Elf’s AFO on, I let her gleefully FORCE L
me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). After that, I sit over
the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and beginning
a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through
today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just
suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
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Afterwards, I washed and dried Era, before walking
myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was the yummy bacon, cheese and POTATO bun I’d
bought from Sunni Bakery morning with Kim! I also popped all my usual drugs :P
drank one full mug of water and continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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