Friday Post 215b

Heylo again and good evening! Em’s new plodding total for Friday now stands @ 1268. Anyways, events for today?

-        Yay, 4^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and went straight back to sleep, coz during Winter dearest dad doesn’t leave for work until like 8:20am!

-        Actually, dearest dad left for work @ 8:15am; after he left, Daddy Bear and I immediately resumed our hapy snorings together, because PIG mum usually comes into my room around 9:15am; I didn’t really want her to find me peeing when she entered! XD

For some reason, nature called early, @ 8:55am. After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 9:05am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        When she does come downstairs, PIG mum hits me with the eye goo, helps me slightly with a bra then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes. While getting dressed, I also sing about ¼ of my shorter second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out aloud, closing my left eye for all the important numbers coz I know I won’t have the chance to when Aunty Lucia’s minding me this arvo.

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (nice, I get one day of shoelace tying practice today) and then I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        That done, I wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is almost (but never quite! ><’ XD) one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered bread torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the 4WD and she tootles me off to UQ for physio. We listen to 97.3FM all day, of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for forty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 250 times, holding each for a count of five. Only the traffic’s terrible this morning; @ 10:55pm I ring the NAB and tell them I’m still coming, but just late!

-        Physio today: ten minutes tilt table with mini squats, forty-five minutes mat work with four, two and one (Elf) point kneeling, walking around gym and walking two laps along hallway. Today I also had a new student, Megan! Turns out sam’s my student for Tuesday but I get Megan on Fridays. Also turns out that this Saturday’s Megan’s 21^st birthday!

-        After physio, I use the loo once more then munch half a yummy toasted chicken and mayo sandwich while PIG mum tootles me off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage.

Cheers,

Em. ^^
P.S. Apologies this post comes one day late~