Heylo and good afternoon again! Em’s new plodding total for
Monday now stands @ 1185. See, told you’d I’d pass 100 before the day was out!
XD Anyways, events for today?
~ Aww, I only needed one more awesome sleep last night to
reach double digits! Too bad, it wasn’t to be: my idiot bladder nudged me awake
around 2:15am and demanded, “Go.” XD
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I used the pot :p once more around 6:35am this morning,
before spending the ten minutes until 6:45am having a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, and when dearest
dad came to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work one hour later, I used the
pot :P once more.
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After he’d left, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored
again. I awoke once more to use the pot :P when PIG mum got outta bed and
started a-THUMPING around upstairs. XD
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PIG mum soon comes into my room to help me slightly
with a bra and to hit me with some eye goo before she leaves me to get myself
mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen
more minutes first.
PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and my laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for one tinkle (usually it’s two, but I
figured I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable later) before washing and drying
Era then walking myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising
above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting
Him push me over. While over the loo, I also lean fully against the side rail
and continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please
to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of
unbuttered toast ripped into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P
and half a mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finish my mostly silent
chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God
tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day
has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude!
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After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the 4WD, and she tootles me off for my appointment with Uncle
Tom the Chinese herbalist. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own
seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela
stretch for like thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm up to 200
times, holding each for a count of five.
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I get some left limb acupuncture and massage from Uncle
Tom, who also has me then roll tummy down so he can massage my back also. PIG
mum’s in her element: she spends my entire session yapping @ him and telling
him about the scary movie she and dearest dad had watched together after I’d
been booted off to bed. XD
Cheers
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