Good afternoon! Firstly, I’ve been hard @ work plodding … I
still dunno how to use Wally 2 yet! XD Secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Instead of
Judging People, Let’s Love Them’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m
still owed THIRTY MINUTES online after Kim leaves tonight!! Anyways, events for
today?
~ Yay, 3rd awesome consecutive last night! Nature
didn’t call until 6:30am , and after
one pot :P trip, I immediately tried to fall back asleep, coz I knew PIG mum
would be entering my room after one hour. I wasn’t successful this time;
instead, I used the pot :P once more just before 7:30am .
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Lol, today almost 1.5 minutes elapsed between dearest
dad opening the garage door to leave for work and PIG mum entering my room.
Record, sometimes she’s come within thirty seconds! XD
So after she hits me with the eye goo and helps me slightly
with a bra, I give myself fifteen more minutes then get myself mostly
independently kitted. I also spend ten minutes starting a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum comes back to help me with Elf’s AFO and my laces
(only coz she doesn’t wanna be late for work; I’m sure I’ll be tying Elf’s
laces with Kim this arvo) before I let her gleefully FORCE L
me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela. At least last night
she was spared this, coz PIG mum’d already gone upstairs). Afterwards, I sat
over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and
continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to
help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly
remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and
safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is almost (but never quite *sigh*) one bowl of
plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered toast torn into it; one full mug of
water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also
finish my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the
cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that
affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable
of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk out to the 4WD and she tootled me off to the Garbo library. Of course,
she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listened to
97.3FM for the trip and Era helped Ela stretch for ten minutes, before Ela
opened and closed her palm fifty times, holding each for a count of five.
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At the library, PIG mum drops two bucks for my morning
tea and races off to work.
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Anyways, Kim should arrive soon, so fingers crossed I can
bbl after she leaves, else hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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