Wednesday Post 213

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 3751 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Start Looking Forward’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and TWO MINUTES online after Aunty Deana leaves @ 3:30pm!!! Anyways, events for today?

~ Yay, 3^rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:30am, and after one pot :p trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:40am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-        Another hour of happy snoring for Daddy Bear and I; I also wake to use the pot :P once more before PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra. Only dearest dad hadn’t come to kiss me bye yet but she totally neglected to help me put a tee on first! I’m struggling with my tee when there’s a tap on the door and dad enters! I immediately hold my blanket covering my chest and give dad an awkward kiss bye. XD

-        PIG mum comes back to help with EWlf’s AFO before setting me onto shoelace tying practice. I don’t really mind because I’m sitting and can concentrate; besides, I know what a kick she gets out of bossing me around and telling me what I’m doing wrong, etc. *sigh8

That all done, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-        After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is one bowl of porridge, one slice of unbuttered toast (which horrid PIG mum gleefully forces poor Ela to hold before ordering Era to rip; I didn’t really mind coz one I was seated and could fully concentrate and two, Era kept her promise to Ela by combining afterwards with the spoon to tear the chunks into bite-sized, more manageable pieces), one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and a small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finished my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        Lol, I was making my careful way out to the 4WD when PIG mum orders from upstairs, “Go do a stinky unspeakable.” I’m a compliant daughter; I obeyed. XD

-        All done, I washed and dried both hands then let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we also listened to 97.3FM all day too and today, Era helped Ela stretch for twenty minutes before Ela opened and closed her palm 100 times, holding each for a count of five.

-        PIG mum tootled us off to Sunnybank Plaza, coz dad had asked us to buy three thank-you cards! First, we tried The Reject Shop but there was nothing good there; we actually found them from MD Ranking!

-        On the way back, PIG mum lemme buy a har – fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone’s having a smashing week!

Cheers,

Em. ^^