Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding 2793 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s “Don’t Be Afraid (3). Anyways,
events for today?
~ Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night!
Nature didn’t call until 6:30am, and after one pot :P trip, Daddy Bear and I
immediately snuggled and snored, coz I wanted to use the pot :P once more
before PIG mum barged into my room @ 7:30am!
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Success; even better, PIG mum not only helped me with a
bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hadn’t been to kiss me bye yet. Don’t
worry, you can bet your bottom dollar that she won’t help toms, not after dad’s
left for work. :P
After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I used the pot :P
once then got myself mostly independently kitted, also beginning a mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the
patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
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PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both
laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela0. After that, I walked myself slowly and
safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of
unbuttered toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and
one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also continued my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through
today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel
and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,
again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully
leaning against the side rail and finishing finished my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
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Once Kim arrives, I get into her car and she tootles us
off to the Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown. Whilst she drives, she tells me all
about her interstate trip.
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Thanks to PIG mum who drew a map; when we get there, I use
the loo once first then grab a novel by Feist and happily read for thirty
minutes, reaching pg. twenty-five @ 10:15, right when it’s time to leave!
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Kim and I buy my parents wedding anniversary presents
from Daiso; we also head into Woolies and buy some groceries. Before returning
to the library to read for another thirty minutes, we duck into Priceline, but
turns out the thing/s PIG mum wanted don’t go on sale till toms!
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After about another thirty minutes of happy reading
(same book), Kim and I head upstairs and buy kebabs for lunch again. I’m not
only impressed that carrot’s part of the free salad, but that the special sauce
comes premixed! Back when Naz was still @ plaza, he’d squirt mayo, BBQ then
tomato sauce onto my kebab when I asked for special sauce!
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Once lunch was finished, we both just sat there and
poked @ our smartphones for like twenty minutes. Shame PIG mum won’t lemme use
my manual wheelchair anymore to go browsing … *sigh*
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Then Kim drove me back home. Originally she offered to
buy us both soft serves but @ the drive-thru, we heard that the machine wasn’t
working! >< kim pinky-promised me that we’d get cones next fortnight,
then.
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Back home, I took my nice hot shower, washing and
rinsing my own hair today. I also sang 30% of my shorter second-favourite song
softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the
important numbers.
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I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off,
mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps with my back, Era and both
legs), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who helps with my back, Era
and both calves) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who helps with Erf’s
sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces, after I’d finished practising tying the left
one with her). Then I head over to the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era,
then say my thanks and byes to Kim before walking myself slowly and safely back
online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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I’d asked Kim to leave the television on, and I heard
some showjumping happening! So I took the phone, slowly and safely walked
myself over to the gobbling :P table where I could watch the beautiful horses,
and sat down just as the last jump was completed and the Games switched to
track and field competing. Huh. ><
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When PIG mum announces her safe arrival back home, I walk
myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her back inside, rising
above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting
Him push me over.
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Whoops, correction! I didn’t do a stinky unspeakable
this morning, I did one after PIG mum got home from work! XD
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Afterwards, I let her nab half the cheesy sausage bun I’d
bought from Sunni bakery this morning and we both drink one mug of Chinese tea.
Huge thanks to PIG mum who’d taped some showjumping for me; I watched some
while slowly dissolving one Strepsils lozrenge. Like I’ve said, I’m basically
all better now, although my throat’s still pretty scratchy.
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When I finished sucking the lozenge, I used the loo
once more for two tinkles then walked myself slowly and safely back online,
again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over.
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At 5:45pm , I
took myself once more slowly and safely to the loo and back, always rising
above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting
Him push me over.
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Fingers crossed that dearest dad will get home soon and
take PIG mum and I out for a quick dinner @ Warrigal Square somewhere, coz I wanna
get back and watch the Broncos match tonight, especially since we’re tipped to
win!
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Toms: it’s my last UQ physio session with lucy! Must remind
PIG mum to bring her some chocolate; also better remember that the new teacher’s
called Claire~
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Should be seeing Aunty Ann for a comfy massage in the
arvo; expecting half a toasted sandwich for lunch. Will hopefully get to chat
with Aunty Ann for like thirty seconds until PIG mum stuffs her half of the
sandwich into her mouth, rushes inside and commandeers the entire conversation!
XD
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Then it’s Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for one hour
around 4pm. Anyways, fingers crossed I
can bbl after dinner, else hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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