God afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding
only 589 steps (obviously I haven’t left the house today!) and secondly, TWFT
topic’s “Renew Your Mind With God’s Word”. Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 8th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 7:05am 9when the
parents were thumping around downstairs preparing breakfast, actually XD) and
after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:15am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Fifteen minutes later, PIG mum came to hit me with the
eye goo before leaving for work. After she’d gone, dad came to tuck me back
into bed, but I used Daddy Bear to bear bum him! “You’re mean,” I groused @
him, I wasn’t all better yet yesterday but you still gleefully FORCED L
me to walk on the bloody cross trainer for you.’ Dad tucked us back into bed
and promised he’d be there for us.
After PIG mum left for work, I spent another ten minues continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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So Daddy Bear and
I cuddled and snored, with me waking twice more for the pot :P before Besta
arrives five minutes early. She doesn’t knock, but just enters and calls, “Good
morning, Emily!” I use Daddy Bear to nod good morning @ her and she replies, “Good
morning, teddy! Did you look after Emily last night?” again, I nod Daddy Bear
signalling yes, then I flap his arm @ the door, signalling to Besta, “Shoo.” XD
She gets it, says “Okay, fifteen more minutes,” and lets us be. Dearest dad
comes inside shortly after and kisses me bye, saying he’s going to church and
doing some painting.
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When Besta comes and gets me kitted for the day, I tell
her how stupid I was to catch another cold and she tells me that she had a
cousin imprisoned overseas! “You come from a family of murderers?!” I asked,
mock-scandalised. “After you leave, I’m so ringing Kyabra and asking for a new
support worker next Saturday!” besta laughs and says no, that was years ago,
and her cousin was only jailed for several charges on money owing charges. Phew.
XD
Heading over to the bathroom, thanks to Besta who squirted
me some toothpaste. Hey, that means lucky Ela not only got a break this
morning, but last night, too! After brushing teeth, I head over to the loo and
do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
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After washing and drying Era, I head out to the
gobbling :P table for breakfast. Oem’s overjoyed because Besta remembers his
name. XD
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Thanks to dad who leaves me half a slice of egg and ham
for breakfast, also thanks to Besta who cooks the bread yummy and adds half a slice
of cheese for me. I also drink my first mug of tea, white and two, and give the
teabag a suck. XD
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After munching breakfast, I watch the equestrian events
that mother’s kindly taped for me! It’s the showjumping I watch; I don’t
understand the dressage well enough to know what the horses are performing. XD
While I watch, Besta gently massages Ela for about twenty minutes.
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Around midday ,
Besta takes me to the loo for one tinkle and kindly makes me one mug of warm Milo .
I try without success to reach my aunties from Hong Kong
and instead watch the showjumping for about another thirty minutes.
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At 12:55pm ,
Besta takes me once more to the loo for two tinkles, then leaves me with just
under one bowl of fried rice for lunch plus another mug of white tea with two
sugars.
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Over lunch, I continue watching the equestrian. The horses
are so beautiful. ^^ The female commentator’s really annoying, though: she
keeps gasping whenever any horse clips/brings down a rail. I also learnt that
if you fall off your horse, you’re automatically disqualified.
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After lunch, I walk myself slowly and safely online,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not
letting Him push me over.
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At 1:55pm , I
walk myself slowly and safely to the loo once more, again rising above the
cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me
over. Actually, I do a stinky unspeakable.
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm
today; fingers crossed she’ll lemme drink my third mug of white tea!
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Aunty A might come over for dinner tonight~
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Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh, the special
thing’s that it’s our monthly EM lunch afterwards, although I think we’ve been
told to all go buy our own food and come back … well, fingers crossed PIG mum’ll
buy me that chicken and bacon/pineapple burger meal from Maccas coz I want some
chips for lunch; I haven’t had any this week yet!
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Don’t have any plans toms arvo … is there monthly
sport? If so, maybe I’ll find someone who can take me/drop me back home
afterwards otherwise will just spend another lonely arvo staring @ the computer
until PIG mum comes down from pigland and orders me off to take a shower. XD
Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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