Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new
plodding total for Monday now stands @ … WTF? Wally 2 has only given me
twenty-one steps, yet I’ve not only had physio with Vincent, I’ve also walked
all around Woolies with PIG mum buying groceries! >< Whatever … anyways,
let’s continue with last night’s events first!
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Argh, I had to let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
mew to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela to take down
the day’s washing; argh, I HATES standing practice! ><
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Next, when I could finally sit, I had to let her
gleefully force Ela to feed me some strawberries and one banana. I didn’t
really mind, coz I was seated and could fully concentrate; PIG mum was just
annoying coz she kept giving me orders and not letting me talk! Indeed, she
bossed me around like SEVENTY-FIVE TIMES
over like twenty minutes! *sigh* Don’t worry, I’m used to her …
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When I showered (obviously I washed and rinsed my hair
today, dried and rekitted myself; PIG mum only ever helps with my bra and Elf’s
AFO)), I also slowly, softly but most hatefully sang like 21% of my shorter
second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both
eyes for all the important numbers.
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After one more loo trip, dad tootles me to Pole’s place
again, but this time for our small group breakup party!
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Last night, Mel Mel went with me to get dinner. I got
some chicken wings, some risotto (made by Pole), some vegetables (made by dad)
and two slices of pizza (brought by Evan and Janice!)
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After dinner, we had waffles for dessert! Huge thanks
to Janice who cut up mine for me~
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Then we played this really confusing game called sth
like Codewords. You had to get your team guess the secret word (there were like
sixteen laid out) with only one clue word! Mel went first for our team; she
wasa too excited: when we guessed wrongly she got too stressed and sat not
facing us! XD
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Amazingly, josh picked me to try next! I did okay for a
few rounds, but then got stuck, so Janice came to help me out. In the final go,
we beat Kwany and the boys! XD
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‘twas like 10pm
by then, so everyone had to go! I used their bathroom once first, then thanks
to Evan and Janice who dropped me back home. Turns out they live practically
beside the Zees!
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Back home, the parents wouldn’t even lemme ring Aunty
Nga. >< Zzz~
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Today: yay, 7th consecutive awesome sleep
last night! That’s like the 6th time this year I’ve enjoyed one
straight week of awesome sleeps! Nature didn’t call until 7:20am, and after one
pot :P trip, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, coz I wanted to fall back
asleep before dearest dad left for work one hour later!
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Success~ I could already hear PIG mum a-STOMPING around
upstairs before dad left, so I knew she’d be inside to hit me with the eye goo
and help me slightly with a bra very soon.
Sure enough, I was spot on! I used the pot :P once more and
gave myself fifteen more minutes before getting myself kitted, though. Whilst doing
so, I also start a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both
laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I walk myself slowly and safely
out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was almost (but never quite *sigh*) one bowl of
plain porridge with one chunk of unbuttered bread torn into it, one full mug of
water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,
again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning
fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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For MSG today we go through another study of that
Unrealistic Expectations of God book.
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When they left, I used the loo once then PIG mum
tootled me off to see Uncle Tom the Chinese herbalist for some left limb
massage and acupuncture. While I lay there, mother yapped endlessly to Uncle
Tom; today she related the tale of how we were meeting someone for lunch there
was a break-in right before midday .
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After that, we came home for lunch, pasta of some sort.
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Before leaving
to see Vincent the physio for my weekly torture session, I used the loo once
more for one tinkle.
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Physio today; sat first go, then stood entire session. Erf stood on wobble board for
five minutes, then both legs for four minutes while hands held onto handles.
Ela also picked up object from table; bent to left floor for Era to retrieve
one also.
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Afterwards, PIG mum and I went shopping @ the Warrigal
Square Woolies for porridge and milk.
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Back home, I used the loo once then walked myself
slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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When Kim announced her arrival two minutes early, I walked
myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the
cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not lettinhg Him push
me over.
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So a nice hot shower for me – washed and rinsed my own
hair today. I also sang like 22% of my shorter second-favourite song slowly,
softly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important
numbers.
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I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice hot water
off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped with my back, Era and
both calves), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who helped with my
back, Era and both calves) then mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who
helped with my bra, Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces). Afterwards, I went
to the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era then headed outside for arvo
tea: some yummy strawberries and one mug of green tea.
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The main happiness was getting to read our awful book
club novel (it’s really bad, meaning all the ladies will probably love it! XD)
for one whole hour! I reached page 250 @
5:30 , BTW. I also rang CODA to
cancel Saturday’s shift and to let someone know that I may be late toms arvo
but to tell Darani just to wait for me.
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Kim cleaned the bathroom then came back and very gently
massaged Ela for like forty minutes, painting her white with pink spots today.
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After watching the sports report together, Kim took me
once more to the loo for two tinkles before I signed her off with my thanks and
byes. She’s back Thursday.
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Fingers crossed we’ll eat out tonight to celebrate my
parents 32ND wedding anniversary!
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Toms: lol … me very nervous; I’m going for my yearly MRI !
Fingers crossed for a nurse that’ll get the cannula in with one go; also
fingers crossed that there’ll be no emergencies and the neurosurgeon will come
quickly and reset my shunt’s pressure settings so that I can leave! I’ve got
Toastmasters toms night and I don’t wanna miss out! Besides, I need my
fortnightly Happy Meal. XD
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Anyways, fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone
has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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