Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work
plodding steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Overcoming
Temptation (2)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-two. Anyways,
events for today?
~ Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 6:30am, and after one pot :P trip, Daddy Bear and I immediately
cuddled and tried to fall back asleep, coz PIG mum would come into my room @
7:30am and I wanted to use the pot :P once more before she came!
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Well, I wasn’t successful this morning, but that’s
alright. No biggie~ After PIG mum hit me with the eye goo and helped me very
slightly with a bra and tee (only because dearest dad hadn’t been in to kiss me
bye before leaving for church first), I gave myself fifteen more minutes then
got myself mostly independently kitted.
After PIG mum came back and helped me with Elf’s AFO and
both laces, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I used the loo for two tinkles,
also fully leaning against the side rail and starting a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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That done, I wash and dry Era before walking myself
slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the
cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me
over.
Breakfast is almost (but never quite *sigh*) one bowl of
porridge with one small chunk of unbuttered bread torn into it, one full mug of
water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After PIG mum’s finished preparing herself, I let her
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk to the 4WD and she tootles us off to church. As always, of course
she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt; she also won’t lemme listen
to any music because she ‘wants to prepare her heart to worship God’, whatever
that means. No biggie, I’m already occupied. I spend the car trip until the Logan
Rd. intersection repeatedly telling the cruel and
unfaithful God to just stay the eff outta my life if He won’t completely heal
me, then I spend the rest of the trip finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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At church, I use the loo once first, then PIG mum
leaves me inside the otherwise empty classroom and bolts off to join the
Cantonese service.
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Today, we study First Kings 15.
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Afterwards, I use the loo once more then let PIG mum
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk all the way to the main hall for service. Just like with Bible
study, the moment I’m seated she bolts away, this time toher very informal
fellowship with the other aunties, where they just drink coffee and gossip;
they don’t actually study anything biblical.
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Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today. It helps
when nobody’s sitting beside you! XD Today I sang everything, plus the harmony
for two songs, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. ><
*sigh*
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Speaker today was Pastor Chris, who gave another sermon
from his Daniel series, ‘In the Lions’ Den’.
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Afterwards, I headed down to A7/8 for our EM luncheon!
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I sat @ a table with Jo, Alex, Charles and Leo, Ray’s
brother! He’s only twenty-seven and works in accounting, just like Ray~
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Alex walked behind me to grab two three inch chunks of
subway; one ham and the other beef.
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Over lunch, I tried to find somebody who could take me
to Sunday sports, but to no avail. *sigh* Another lonely arvo of staring @ the
computer for me, then …
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I rang PIG mum to please come pick me up afterwards I’d
finished eating and had chats with Esther and Becca. Alas, horrid PIG mum was
immediately @ me for some kinda bad posture while I was letting her gleefully
FORCE L
me to walk back up to the 4WD but hey, she’s always like that. *sigh*
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Back home, I used the loo once then walked myself
slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Tonight I’m back @ Pole’s place for our farewell small
group dinner! Doubtless dad will be @ me again to eat only one plate and NO
MORE, but hey. I’ll just make it a heaped plate. XD
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Toms: think I’ve got MSG! Whoops, will haveta quickly
do the next study over breakfast; I haven’t done it yet!
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Seeing Uncle Tom the Chinese herbalist for some massage
and acupuncture afterwards.
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Will doubtless come home for lunch with dearest dad
afterwards~
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Early afternoon torture session with Vincent the physio
…
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers
crossed I’ll get to read for one hour again!
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Also fingers crossed that we’ll go out for dinner toms
night; August the 29th’s my parents WEDDING ANNIVERSARY! Thirty-two
years this year`
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So hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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