~ Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Right after I finished, PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work. After she'd left, I spent a further ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Dearest dad comes to tuck Daddy Bear and I back into bed before leaving us to snore happily together. I awake to use the pot :P twice more then stay awake until Besta arrives just before 10:05am. Daddy Bear nods good morning @ her; Besta laughs then gives us fifteen more minutes of snoozing, thus saving her from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD
- When Besta comes back, I swing myself over once more to the pot :P for two tinkles, before deciding I wanna do a stinky unspeakable and coming back to bed. While Besta's getting me kitted, I burble excitedly @ her about my awesome Ekka experience!
- Once dressed, I head next door to brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me out some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once weekly reprieve,- After brushing teeth; I head over to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finising my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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