Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work
plodding 802 steps (obviously I haven’t left the house) and secondly, TWFT
topic’s ‘Healthy Confrontation (2)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m
still owed EIGHTEEN MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!!! Anyways, events
for today?
- I used the pot :P shortly after midnight this morning and once more @ 7:20am , before spending the ten minutes till 7:30am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
~ Right after I finished, PIG mum came to hit me with the
eye goo before she left for her half day’s work. Once she’d left, I spent
another ten minutes my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh* Then, right after I’d finished that, dad came to tuck Daddy
Bear and I back into bed again! “You’ll be here?” I murmured sleepily to him,
and dad laughed, kissing me. “I’ll be here,” he promises, pulling the covers
back over me. “Sleep.”
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Then I enjoy a great sleep with Daddy Bear, with nature
not calling again till nearly 9:30am !
I stayed awake until Besta arrived five minutes early, @ 9:55am . She opens the door and calls out a cheery, “Good
morning, Emily!” I use Daddy Bear to nod good morning @ her; she’s smart,
saying, “Good morning, teddy. Fifteen more minutes?’ Era helps Daddy Bear nod
again, I put him back in his usual spot over Tum Tum, Besta laughs and closes
the door then I count down my last fifteen minutes.
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When she comes back, I use the pot :P once more for a
few tinkles. We share about the week that’s just gone by; I tell her how I managed
to catch myself a cold on Sunday night and how I’m hitting the Ekka next
Tuesday arvo/night; Besta told me that coz she lives in Logan, their Ekka
holiday’s Monday and she’ll take her daughter then~
After Besta gets me kitted, I head over to the bathroom to
brush teeth (thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her
once-weekly reprieve). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, also
leaning fully against the side rail and also finished my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
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After washing and drying Era, I head out to the
gobbling :P table for breakfast. Thanks to dad who’s left me some egg and
literally paper-thin Spam ham for half a sandwich; thanks also to Besta who
adds one slice of cheese and cooks the bread yummy. I also enjoy my first mug
of white tea, sweetened with two teaspoonfuls of sugar, and suck the teabag
once. XD
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Instead of reading after breakfast, Besta and I watch
the opening ceremony of the Olympics! When I reach the gobbling :P table, Iraq ’s
being announced meaning I’ve missed Australia ’s
entry, but apparently Seven’s replaying that tonight @ 7pm ; hopefully I can watch their entrance then.
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Come midday ,
Besta takes me to the loo for one tinkle then makes me one warm mug of Milo .
I continue watching the opening ceremony; all the countries had been announced
by then but some old dude was delivering a speech.
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At 12:55pm, Besta took me once more to the loo then
left me with one bowl of fried rice (I know to eat fast so it looks like she
only gave me half by the time dad gets home XD) and another mug of white tea
with two sugars 9another teabag to suck XD)
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By the time PIG mum gets back home, I’m done eating and
am just happily reading Fool’s Assassin; unfortunately, even before taking a
shower and having lunch PIG mum sits down and gleefully forces poor Ela on
about twenty minutes worth of page-turning exercise for her. I don’t get this
exercise: I was right-handed even before the cruel and unfaithful God so
wantonly destroyed my life, meaning whenever I read I used my right hand to
turn the pages and never the left! Well, I don’t mind too much: I’m seated and
can concentrate; who am I to deny PIG mum the kick she gets out of being able
to boss me around?
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Finally, @ 2pm
she agrees to reconnect the internet for me. I use the loo once first and do a
stinky unspeakable.
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers
crossed I’ll get to read for one hour again!
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Toms: just church, nothing special. May join Dr. Lee’s
Bible study class about homosexuality unless he replies my e-mail explaining
why it’s wrong.
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PIG mum had better lemme out for lunch with other
church peoples afterwards; I SWEAR I haven’t let her catch me holding onto the
walls @ home!!
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Don’t have any plans for the arvo; may just spend
another lonely one staring @ the computer until PIG mum comes down from pigland
and orders me off to shower. So hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @
church toms!
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Cheers,
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Em. ^^
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