Monday Post 209

Good evening! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2790 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Listen Carefully Without Interrupting!’ Anyways, events for today?

- Yay, 4^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:10am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

- Usually, nature calls every hour after I wake, but for some reason, Daddy Bear and I had a MASSIVE snore and I didn’t wake till PIG mum let herself into my room around 9am! Obviously, my idiot bladder immediately screeched @ me that I had to relieve myself, NOW; when PIG mum heard me tinkling away into the pot :P she was like, “Hey, you really are busting.” XD

- At 6:30pm, I finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:23. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight, coz I’ve also played another lasting almost 7.5 mins!

- PIG mum told me to sit up and get kitted; I replied I wasn’t getting outta bed unless dearest dad was taking us somewhere! She replied, “We’re going to Towoomba; get dressed.” After giving myself fifteen minutes, I sure did!

- Now @ 6:43pm, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:57. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise not toplay again till toms. XD

- PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I used the loo once for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-PIG mum had left me two tiny chunks of her green tea cake for breakfast! I also drank one mug of coloured water (pity PIG mum won’t lemme have any sugar/honey with my tea ><) popped all my usual drugs :P and drank one lil half-mouthful of milk.

- Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I’m still owed FIFTY MINUTES online!!!

Cheers,

Em. ^^