Thursday Post 281

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1179 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘A Prayer For Success At Work but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed NINETEEN MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!! Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:54pm, I lasted 5:54. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

Yay, second consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, PIG mum beginning her a-THUMPING around @ 6;20am my signal to wake and use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’d let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly not only with a bra but a tee because dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet before leaving meto get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first. Also, why does PIG mum I can’t learn? She only taught me once yesterday, but this morning, after she’d rapped me on the head to gimme some eye goo, I rolled around to face her and with a monotone stated, ‘Good morning, thank-you and would you please gimme some eye goo?’ She seemed not to notice the total insincerity with how I said that; instead, she seemed rather pleased! XD Will remember to repeat that toms for her. XD         
• PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I use the loo once for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Yay, thanks to dearest ad who’s left Sunrise on for me to watch over breakfast! Breakfast is one bowl of porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, one full mug of water all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Oer breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

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