Tuesday Post 239

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 3696 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Trust Your Advocate, Not Your Accuser (2)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-ONE MINUTES online after I get home from Toastmasters tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

• At 3:20pm, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:58. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• I used the pot :P once last night around 12:35am (I’m blaming PIG mum for ruining my potential awesome night’s sleep, coz when I was using the pot :P I could hear her blasting some old Canto love concert from You Tube! When I groused @ her this morning for being so inconsiderate, she said I must’ve been dreaming. Huh, well, I’m not old enough for deafness yet; I know what I heard! XD) and once more around 6:35am, before spending the ten minutes until 6:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Now @ 3:39pm, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:58. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I furthermore promise not to play again until toms, because for my first game, I already lasted 7:08!
• The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to kiss dearest dad goodbye and use the pot :P once more when he leaves for work @ 7:45am.
• Another happy hour of snoring for the teddies and I; me waking once more to use the pot :P when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I spend ten more minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Once PIG mum’s getting ready for the day, she comes downstairs and I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the car. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for forty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 250 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubs Elas fingers for twelve minutes.
• PIG mum tootles me off to the NAB. Physio today: four laps walking along hallway, thirty sit-to-stands and 12:05 using treadmill reaching the speed of 2.8km/hr
• After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us off to Calamvale Central for grocery shopping, lunch and a haircut for her.
• Lunch was @ the new eateries outside the end! ‘Twas called Top Noodle; I was correct and ordered noodles but rebel PIG mum ordered rice. She had hers with some kinda kumquat lemon water, while I drank a pearl milk tea and I’ve gotta say, ‘twas one of the nicest ones I’ve had for awhile! Just pity that the serving size was so small and that my bowl came with peanuts sprinkled all over the top! O_o
• Lunch finished, PIG mum went for her haircut. She lemme use her phone; originally, I’d intended to continue the conversation I’d begun with Pastor Chris, but no sooner than I had said hello, she was already done! XD
• Last stop before heading home was to Woolies to buy groceries.
• Back home, I turned off the alarm, used the loo for one more tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Carol’s here right now; we’re going out to Toastmasters tonight! So fingers crossed PIG mum’ll lemme buy some dinner back from Maccas afterwards; never mind that Happy Meals were what I had surely MORE than two DECADES ago! *sigh*
• Toms: is Melanie from Connect 2 Group coming for a meeting? Seems like I’ve not seen her for awhile …
• Aunty Deana’s coming to mind me from 10:30am till 1:30pm. Which reminds me: while she’s here I’ve gotta do my GCCW homework!
• Upper limb session for Ela @ UQ from 1:30pm till 3pm. Or 2pm till 3:30pm? Lol, I’ve forgotten! XD
• Kim’s coming to mind me from 4:30pm till 6:30pm; I look forward to watching twenty-five minutes of Seven’s news with her! Anyways, hopefully bbl tonight, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^