Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Wednesday Post 279b


Heylo again, good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1147 and secondly, Joni’s devotional topic’s ‘Shine Like Stars’. Righteo, continuing last night’s events?

  • So a nice hot shower for me – I washed and rinsed my hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang like 22% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
  • Dried, creamed and rekitted, Carol and I headed back out to the gobbling :P table where arvo tea was the second half of my lunch plus one mug of white tea with two sugars. Carol went and cleaned the bathroom, then sat and gave Ela a quick massage for five/ten minutes, painting her sth like grey with dark green spots.
  • Around 5:30pm, PIG mum came downstairs and we left for Toastmasters. Thanks to Carol who helped me buckle my own seatbelt both ways.
  • Yay, we got the free parking! The only pity was ‘twas bucketing down last night! Luckily, PIG mum had given me that lighter blue plastic jacket to wear; it’s made outta sth like plastic, meaning I stayed relatively dry.
  • Last night was our club elections! Not only that, Ela FINALLY remembered to bring my two packets of Tim Tams! :D don’t tell PIG mum, but I gobbled like EIGHT. *shh* XD
  • Had great fun @ the meeting last night, as always. I even delivered a Table Topic about cereal! Pity Elsa didn’t evaluate each speaker individually, but oh well~
  • The meeting ended late coz some Toastmasters from overseas wanted each club to show what kinda club we are coz he’s doing some big project; we also posed for a group photo. I got outta Sparkless 2, of course; huge thanks to Elsa who held Ela and kept me safe~
  • After one loo trip, Carol tootled me back home for my Happy Meal. Pity she wouldn’t lemme enjoy it with a milkshaje; the Maccas staff must’ve felt sorry for me too coz they gave me TWO Happy Meal toys! XD
  • Thanks to PIG mum who lemme do each Lumosity brain game once quickly before I let her boot me off to bed. Zzz~
  • Today: yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7am and after one pot :p trip I went straight back to sleep coz I wanted to fall asleep again before dearest dad came and kissed me goodbye before leaving for work @ 8am!
  • Success~ I used the pot :P once more after kissing dearest dad bye, then snuggled and snored with the teddies for one more hour, PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs being my signal to wake and use the pot :P once more around 9am.

Not long afterwards, PIG mum came into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with just the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I also begin a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fuly against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*



  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread ripped into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I spend ten final minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

  • Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Melanie’s meant to come for a meeting @ 10am; how come she doesn’t turn up? At 10:20am I ring her. Turns out there was some confusion but she did arrive eventually. By then, Aunty Deana had arrived to mind me for three hours and PIG mum had rocked out shopping somewhere.
  • She’s coming back next Wednesday to make up for the fact that there was a three week wait between today’s appointment and my last meeting with her. I just hope she’ll hurry up and help me find paid work; we’re almost halfway through 2018!
  • When she left I walked her out then I used the loo once before returning to the computer and completing my GCCW homework.
  • Aunty Deana and I had an early lunch @ 11:30am: six fried dumplings with an entire plateful of lettuce for me and the usual two minute noodles for her. I drank the last packet of green tea latte from Uncle Alan~
  • Lunch finished, I went and did a stinky unspeakable before returning briefly online. I also munched a very crunchy pear.
  • When PIG mum got home, she gleefully forced me to turn on the alarm before she tootled me off to the NAB for physio. Of course, she gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt all day, we started off listening to 97.3FM and today, Era helped Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opened and closed her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also rubbed Ela’s fingers for ten minutes.
  • Physio today: 1.5hr session for Ela;: wrist flexion and extension, cup stabilising, thumb abduction, lotsa holding in position and playing the uke back-to-front! Turns out poor Ethan’s away sick recovering from his cold.
  • After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us home. Only there’d been a two car smash near the Greenslopes exit and traffic was terrible! Not only that, PIG mum had to drop off my parking permit to Aunty Carly before returning home, meaning by the time she pulled up our driveway, ‘twas already 5:05pm! The only plus side was that I didn’t haveta turn off the alarm~
  • So my quickest shower – I washed and rinsed my own hair. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang like 8% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes fr that first important number (seven).
  • I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice hot water off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, both legs and Era), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces). After using the loo for one more tinkle, drying inside both ears and washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back outside, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Arvo tea’s one yummy banana; thanks also to Kim for one mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey.
  • Happiness was getting to watch twenty-five minutes of Seven’s 6pm news! Tonight’s news was read out by Max Futcher/Peter Foster and Sharyn Ghidella, and I wrote down lotsa interesting surnames: Frecklington, Von Drenhen, Shardon, Sharkie (these two I heard, not read)., Casella, D’Alpuget, Abate, Barsby, Schrinner, Rusczyk and Diamond! As for kim, she was watching her nutrition videos but stopped and watched the news with me once 6pm came around. She also very gently and very sporadically massaged Ela for like forty-five minutes.
  • At 6:25pm, I walked myself slowly and safely once to the loo for two tinkles and back online – bbl!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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