Sunday Post 242

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1313 steps today; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Being There (3)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s only four. Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:13pm, I lasted 6:19. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 2:38pm, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:15. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, 4^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am and after one pot :P trip, I immediately tried to fall back asleep, coz I had like forty minutes before PIG mum came to get me!
• But I didn’t have time to fully fall back asleep, because around 7:20am PIG mum suddenly starts a-THUMPING around upstairs! Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only a bra but a tee, because dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet. For my part, I did as taught; when PIG mum poked me in the face, I turned around and said with all the insincerity I could muster, “Good morning, thank-you and please will you gimme some eye goo?” XD

After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I got myself mostly independently kitted, also using ten minutes to begin a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

 PIG mum came back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, I turn on the TV first, coz I wanna watch Weekend Sunrise!

Breakfast is another slice of that delicious sponge cake Aunty Carly made for us, one small full mug of milk, all my usual drugs :P and one larger full mug of water. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Once PIG mum comes downstairs, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk to the car and turn the alarm on. Then she drives us to church. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day and like every Sunday, she won’t lemme turn the radio on, because she’s ‘too busy preparing her heart to worship God’, whatever that means. No matter; I spend the short car trip with both eyes closed, silently telling the cruel and unfaithful God how I wished there was ANY OTHER WAY into heaven and eternal life WITHOUT HIM, because if there was, I’d take it in a second/in a jiffy/no second chances/no looking back because as far as I’m concerned, despite his claims, He HASN’T been faithful! *sigh*
• At church, I headed downstairs, used the loo once (had to use the ordinary female toilets coz someone was using the disabled one) then joined class. PIG mum bolted upstairs for the Cantonese service the moment Era reached the back of the chair and I told her that she could leave. Unsurprisingly, I was the first student present coz ‘twas only 8:55am~
• Today’s lesson was Session Five: Getting Started. Eight students attended class today, and Kalos told the class that he and Aggie had been going out for five years~
• Afterwards, I used the loo once myself, grabbed a small handful of chips and sat down. Thanks to pig MUM WHO ALSO GOT ME ONE QUARTER-TRIANGLE TUNA SANDWICH, ONE PLAIN BIKKIE AND SOME CORDIAL TO DRINK. Whoops, sorry, shrieking! >< XD
• Time for service, I hiked upstairs and grabbed my usual seat. PIG mum bolted off for her very informal ‘fellowship’ with all her aunty friends who can’t be bothered attending Bible study like my dearest dad does; I’m not sure why she calls their coffee and gossip session ‘fellowship’, but hey.
• Yay, I got to stay seated for worship today! I sang everything, plus the harmony for three songs; Era and Ela also clapped along for another, but like every other week, I meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
• Speaker today was a guy called Simon Rattray; his sermon topic was “Living Like A Lamb in A Wolf’s World’.
• After service, I used the loo once, then PIG mum tootled me off to join dearest dad for lunch @ the Underwood Maccas.
• Another five buck cheap meal for me; lol, I think that’s the first time in my life that I’ve had chips THRICE this week! Once today, once after Toastmasters on Tuesday night and once for Thursday lunch after GCCW but shh, don’t tell PIG mum that coz she doesn’t know. XD
• Lunch finished, PIG mum tootled us home. I turned the alarm off, used the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Braced for a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum when she finishes taking her arvo nap. >< *sigh*
• Dad had better take us somewhere more special than either Woka Woka/Sunnybank Oriental for dinner tonight; I wanna celebrate my being released from the insane asylum for a whole ten years!
• Toms: braced for a super-stressful morning @ the hands of PIG mum before I see Vincent the bloody physio for a torture session in the early afternoon. Oh, so maybe expect a pissy plodding total from me, unless PIG mum takes me grocery shopping afterwards.tina’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. She’s nice enough and walks behind me, ensuring I’m safe, but she’s just so SLOW. XD Will hopefully still manage to squeeze in a solid good hour’s worth of reading, though~
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing weekend ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^
P.S. Now @ 3:52pm I've finished one last game of Bejeweled lasting 7:11. Right, promise I'll not play again until toms. XD