Wednesday Post 278c

Good afternoon! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ only 240 (yup, still haven’t left the house yet but maybe don’t expect too much coz I’ve only got upper limb session for Ela this arvo?) but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-TWO MINUTES online after I get back home this arvo!! Righteo, continuing today’s events?

• Afterwards, the teddies and I cuddle and snore for around another hour, me waking for the pot :P once more shortly before PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast ripped into it, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. PIG mum forgot to gimme one mug of water; I just put the pills into the porridge and quickly swallowed them before she came back downstairs and remembered. XD Over breakfast, I also spent ten more minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

Cheers,

Em. ^^