Monday Post 242b

Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 1858 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after Tina minds me for two hours!! Righteo, continuing events for today?

·        Now @ 3:17pm I’ve played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 7:18. Right, promise I won’t play again until toms. XD

Yay, 6^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

·        The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to kiss dearest dad goodbye and use the pot :P once more when he leaves for his hard day’s work. Once he’s gone, I don’t get the time to fall back asleep because almost immediately, PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo. When she taps my face, I roll around to face her and say with all the insincerity I’m able to muster, “Good morning, thank-you and will you please gimme some eye gel?” not sure why she expects me to thank her before I’ve even started the day. Once she’s helped me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap, she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.

·        PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, I turn on the TV first, coz I wanna watch Sunrise!

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread thrown into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of water. While watching Sunrise, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

·        Hey, Aunty Deana arrives like fifteen minutes early today! I use the loo quickly for one more tinkle, and when I exit the bathroom, PIG mum snaps @ me, “Make sure you apologise to the old lady already waiting in the car for keeping her waiting.” Umm, they were EARLY; I wasn’t LATE! Never mind, I still apologised; the nice old lady was like, “Oh no, don’t ‘hark hei’!

·        After me, Aunty Deana picked up two more ladies and then she tootled us all back to the Cathay building.

·        One reason why I don’t mind doing exercises with these old folks: we get morning tea first! Today there was delicious pineapple Danish and other sweet buns; Aunty Deana handed me four lil slices. I also ate one slice of mandarin, just so I could tell PIG mum I’d eaten fruit. XD Oh, and everyone drank one lil plastic cup of Chinese tea. Beona the manager sat and chatted with us~

·        When Alice arrived, we all headed over to the exercise area. Another reason why I don’t mind these hour-long exercises with the old folks: (1) we can do them while seated and (2) we do them while seated in armchairs! Complete, blessed safety~

·        Exercises finished, Aunty Deana helped me once to the loo (I managed fine by myself) then she tootled us all back home.

Cheers,

Em. ^^