Friday, May 4, 2018

Saturday Post 239


Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 637 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘The Conclusion Of The Matter’. Anyways, events for today?

Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:50am (when the parents had breakfast together downstairs, were noisy and woke me) and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

  • At 2:34pm I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:12. Now, lemme finish one more lasting between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Now @ 2:45pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:42. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz for my first game I already lasted 7:31!

I didn’t manage to fall fully back asleep before PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo before she left for her half day’s work. Once she’s gone, I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  • Afterwards, the teddies and I have a massive snore; indeed, I don’t wake again for the pot :P until like 9:45am, when dearest dad walks down the hallway and opens the garage door!

No point in trying to return to sleep afterwards; instead, I just spend ten final minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

Besta arrives seven minutes early; when she enters my room she calls out a cheery good morning and immediately offers me fifteen more minutes; good, because this morning Daddy Bear nearly had a fatal accident! O_o I swung myself over to the pot :P but he decided to come along and fell in! “PIG mum!” I screech, “Help, Daddy Bear’s fallen into the pot!” She just replies, “I’m leaving get dad to help you.” So I screech, “Dad, help! Daddy Bear’s fallen into the pot” I fish him out and hand him to dad, who sniffs him then says he’ll take him out to sunbake. Phew, not a life-threatening injury, then. XD

  • When Besta comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle and excitedly tell her the newest dream I had this morning! It’s one I’ve had before: PIG mum’s driving me to some business meeting but this time, it’s night!
  • After Besta gets me kitted, we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me out some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once weekly break.
  • After using the loo for one more tinkle, I head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Thanks to dad who’s left me one whole ham and egg sandwich for breakfast, meaning I don’t haveta find myself any morning tea. Thanks also to Besta who cooks the bread yummy, adds some cheese for me and makes me my first cup of white tea with two sugars.
  • Happiness is reading that hardcover legal murder book for like seventy-five minutes! Today I reach page 475 @ 11am. As for Besta, she gently and sporadically massages Ela for almost (but not quite) one hour while watching Nine’s The Morning Show. Or Seven’s? Lol, I’ve forgotten! XD
  • At midday, I used the loo for one more tinkle. Besta made me another mug of white tea with two sugars, and I rang and spoke with Aunty Lai for about twelve minutes. Next I tried ringing Aunty Nga; Annie jie jie answered and said Aunty Nga had gone out to Mickey’s school; I wonder for what?
  • Instead, I continued reading that hardcover novel and finished it @ 12:40pm! Then for fifteen minutes I used my new e-reader! Originally, I was really happy to find and start reading Elyne Mitchell’s The Silver Brumby, but then was super-pissed to discover you were only allowed to read like two chapters before you were asked to pay seven bucks for the whole book! I also read excerpts from The Silver Brumby’s daughter (I’d forgotten Kunama, sorry!) and Silver Brumbies of the South (but I remembered Baringa and Lightning!)
  • At 12:55pm, Besta took me once more to the loo for two tinkles before leaving me with one full bowl of fried rice for lunch and (presumably) my last mug of white tea). Over lunch I watched old live Westlife videos.
  • Lunch over, I walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • At 1:45pm, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me
  • Claudia tells me that I might find some free e-books from somw site called epub.com; will hopefully check it out tonight!
  • Toms: just church, nothing special. Perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me, especially if the parents won’t lemme out for lunch with any ESS peers … *sigh*
  • Also braced for a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum … *another sigh*
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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