Thursday, May 10, 2018

Friday Post 279d


Good afternoon again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Friday now stands @ 4105 (ha, I’m slightly over four grand today XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed SEVENTEEN MINUTES online after Aunty Kitty minds me for one hour and leaves!! Anyways, continuing today’s events?

  • After dearest dad had left for work, I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself up, coz PIG mum had left me Elf’s AFO and sock beside the bed. ‘Twas slow work, coz I’ve only got Era to use, but I was done by 8:30a.

Ela rejoiced not having to hold the toothbrush this morning~ After brushing teeth, I sit over the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  • After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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