Friday Post 387

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1142 steps (ha, I'm over one grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Making It Real For His People'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'When You Feel Angry (1)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Equal Before God' and fifthly, the spam count for the week's only eight but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online after Peggy leaves!!  Anyways, events for today?

•  Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:30am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Around 7:45am I wake for the pot :p again coz that's usually the time dearest dad leaves for work but since he doesn't come to kiss me bye I remember he's gone down to parttime now and doesn't work Fridays anymore.
• PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs around 9:25am wakes me for the pot :P once more and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before going back outside and awaiting Peggy's arrival @ 9:30am.
• When PIG mum lets Peggy in, Peggy knocks, enters and calls good morning. Pijum flaps one ear @ her; when Peggy asks fifteen more minutes he gives another earflap and Peggy removes herself; phew, since Pijum's anatomically incapable of giving the Bear Bum! XD
• After Peggy comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Peggy who squirts some toothpaste for me.
• Teeth brushed, I sit over the  loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then head out to the  gobbling  :P table with Peggy, who told me she had her  usual two hardboiled eggs for breakfast.
• My own breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with a thin scattering of Minus :P over my top. PIG mum forgot my drugs :P so I told Peggy that I didn't need  the  big mug  of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^