Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 985 steps (so must have cracked one 1000 before Sunday finishes!); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "God's Indescribable Gift"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'A Whole New Approach'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Christmas Star' and fifthly, the spam count for the entire week's thirteen. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until noisy PIG mum went a-THUMPING around upstairs and woke me; after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew she'd get very noisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, noisy PIG mum a-THUMPING back upstairs exactly one hour later awakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Soon, PIG mum has let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my seatbelt. After she climbs in, PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks below the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the last female cubicle toilet (the disabled one's occupied and every single ladies' loo lid's closed), wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot for ESS.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the duet for two songs and the harmony for two others but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Eep Winston was our speaker today but this morning got sth in his eye and had to go see the doctor and get that removed! o_O Luckily, Pastor Peter Pie stepped in and filled in with his sermon titled .
- After service, I used the loo once and then grabbed the most left seat @ some table set outside - hopefully bbl, since I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and SEVENTEEN MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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